RADAR LOVE SUMMARY - 2011

19^th January 2011 – Neytiri – Hi Just thinking of you. Missed the gym today. My ass is sore from working out hard the other day. So just at home looking at 4 walls. See you.

19^th January 2011 – Jake – What a surprise to hear from u! Thought u were jerking me around. Always thinking of u..Xoxox

27^th January 2011 – Neytiri – Shame about the cricket. Hope you enjoyed the tennis better.

27^th January 2011 – Neytiri – I was more disappointed I didn’t get a goodnite pash!

29^th January 2011 – Neytiri – Car came back all fixed up. Start gym on Monday, feel better. Start everything again, from the beginning. Goodnight pash.

 

25^th February 2011 – Neytiri – Just saying hi before I start the washing.

25^th February 2011 – Jake – I missed u. Trust the washing is not the only thing that’s wet!! Just got back from folk dancing; more fun than garbas. Call me if u can.

25^th February 2011 – Neytiri – Whats your landline number

25^th February 2011 – Jake – Next time don’t leave me half done & without a g’nite pash! I’ll forgive u this time.

26^th March 2011 – Neytiri – F1 tomorrow down under. Can smell the fuel from here.

26^th March 2011 – Jake – I’m in C. Didn’t no u were a rev head! Poms struggling in the cricket

26^th March 2011 – Neytiri – Ah the german made pole position. But we’ll see tomorrow. Shame you’re not in M.

5^th April 2011 – Jake – R u @ home?

8^th May 2011 – Neytiri – Making home-made pizzas. Watching f1 with my brother, then soccer and just eating. Missed your skype call was dropping kid for a movie with her friends. Tsu’tey back so its been a hectic week. Will call you during the week, when is it a good time? Pash.

8^th May 2011 –  Jake – Happy Mother’s Day! Anytime after 12 noon your time is ok. Weber to win. Until then, keep it moist!:)

17^th May 2011 – Jake – Hey..I shared my secret life (defects) with another human. I was fearless. It was spiritually uplifting! I’ll call u from out-of-town..pash x

22^nd May 2011 – Neytiri – You’ll never guess what I’m making for breakfast.

22^nd May 2011 – Jake – Something orgasmic? I really enjoyed our chat. Ish’llah!

22^nd May 2011 – Neytiri – Puris. You threw that in the universe the other day.

22^nd May 2011 – Jake – Yeah..but did u use honey, sea salt & evoo?

29^th May 2011 – Neytiri – Check this track in Monaco. It’s stunning.

29^th May 2011 – Jake – It’s not the only thing that’s stunning!

30^th May 2011 – Jake - …but not as stunning as Barca! Trust u came down from your premature high..

30^th May 2011 – Neytiri – Ok I agree they are the better team. But you’re right casino and hunks really stunning.

6^th June 2011 – Neytiri – Are you sleeping?

6^th June 2011 – Jake – Yeah..I was thinkin about u, thinkin about me, thinkin about us, what we gonna be? Open my eyes; it was only just a dream!

14^th June 2011 – Jake – R u alive?

16^th June 2011 – Neytiri – Sorry. Was just lost for words. Still am.

16^th June 2011 – Jake – Why? What happened?

16^th June 2011 – Neytiri – Read your not last message, but the one before.

16^th June 2011 – Jake – Phew..for a moment I thought u were ignoring me & was feeling down. Call me when u r ready or send txt. I’m away next week. U remain in my thoughts..ish’llah!

20^th June 2011 – Neytiri – Hope you had a fantastic fathers day. Was thinking of you the whole day just couldn’t text. Just stuff happening, my mum’s being a real bitch to my dad. So cooked for him and family. Will text and call you sometime soon. Love you.

20^th June 2011 – Jake – I felt yur thoughts, albeit not Fathers Day here. Here it is normally 9 mths after Mothers Day! It appears luv tiffs carry on well in2 old age! Hang in there:XOX

22^nd June 2011 – Jake – Happy Summer Solstice..A life without love is like a year without summer. There shall be eternal summer in the grateful heart..XOXOX

22^nd June 2011 – Neytiri – Feel better now. Sitting in the car in the sun. I’m grateful you’re here.

28^th June 2011 – Neytiri – Are you sleeping?

28^th June 2011 – Jake – No

28^th June 2011 – Neytiri – Can I call you at home.

28^th June 2011 – Neytiri – Sorry will call you back another time. Will let you sleep.

29^th June 2011 – Jake – No worries. I still need to flick your bean!

30^th June 2011 – Jake – When r we doin part 2?

30^th June 2011(Skype) – Neytiri - will try doing part 2 tomorrow. part 1 was just getting interesting.

1^st July 2011 – Neytiri – Are you busy.

1^st July 2011 – Jake – No. I quiver in anticipation!

2^nd July 2011 – Jake – It was really good to hear your voice, it sounds so sweet.  Coming from the lips of an angel, hearing those words, it makes me weak ;)

4^th July 2011 – Jake – Not that we care, but Happy Independence Day! Luv can sometimes b magic. But magic can sometimes…just b an illusion.

13^th July 2011 – Jake – The silence is deafening!   Don’t mind me; I’m out-of-town & hav nothing better 2 do than annoy u! Off 2 hot spa now. U r always on my mind.

15^th July 2011 – Neytiri – Just got caught up in daily stuff. Too much happening. Anyway how was the hot spa? Are you like on a permanent holiday or what?

15^th July 2011 – Neytiri – Sorry I’m a tiny bit envious of your life.

 

15^th July 2011 – Jake – My life is beautiful 1 day & perfect the next!..if only,ish’llah. U r welcome to join me anytime. Will u b home later. I need to get something off my chest (& it’s not your tits)

15^th July 2011 – Neytiri – At home for another couple of hours.

16^th July 2011 – Jake – Sorry 2 keep u hangin. I’ve been meditating. 2 L8 2 talk now; need my beauty sleep! So here’s a long (last) ppaaaasssshhhh for the weekend! K.A.N.K.

18^th July 2011 – Jake – Sorry, meant to call today but just got home from a meeting.  Will call tomorrow.

  

20^th July 2011 – Jake – I’m havin a sleepless nite (1^st 1 in a long time) but feelin lighter havin had a spiritual catharsis..thank u, my angel &….?

21^st July 2011 – Jake – How I wish, how I wish u were here. We’re just 2 lost souls swimming in a fish bowl year after year, runnin over the same old ground. What hav we found? The same old fears. Wish u were here L Ish’llah

22^nd July 2011 – Jake -  I couldn’t let another day go without this. “My heart will go on” by Celine was written just 4 us. I’d like it 2 b our song! Listen 2 it whenever u need me & I will be with u 4ever! I can’t stop listenin 2 it & now know u r my soul mate & I hav nothing 2 fear. I can now release u…Ish’llah.

22^nd July 2011 – Neytiri – You’ve messed up my day. I can’t function.

22^nd July 2011 – Jake – I’ve been like that 4 the last 3 days! I can’t seem to get u (or Celine) out of my head. Let the music play on…

27^th July 2011 – Jake – I am because you are!

28^th July 2011 – Jake – let go and let God!

28^th July 2011 – Neytiri – Have a nice sleep. And what does k.a.n.k. mean?

28^th July 2011 – Jake – Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna! I’d like u to give me the English translation. I need to talk to u whenever u r ready. Let me know when.  Disappointed no pash recivedL

28^th July 2011 – Neytiri – Tomorrow would be good. Kids are on holiday, driving me nuts. I can’t seem to stay in the present and my mind is all over the place. I’ve never said goodbye.Pash.

28^th July 2011 – Jake – Don’t ever..Ish’llah’..Thy Will, be done!

29^th July 2011 – Jake – Hey babe..r u available in next hour? Phone or skype?

29^th July 2011 – Jake – Sorry, got disconnected; couldn’t feel the love!

1^st August 2011 – Jake – Hey Dork..I need 2 apologise & make amends 4 bombardin u with stuff beyond your physical realm….SORRY & forgive me.

3^rd August 2011 – Neytiri – I did tell you I’d have to come back lots of times. I told you I had a long way to go. You haven’t said anything that wasn’t true, so you don’t need to be forgiven.

4^th August 2011 – Jake – Ish’llah!

12^th August 2011 – Neytiri – I’m listening to a lot of celine lately.

12^th August 2011 – Jake – I know! I can feel it & it’s drivin me crazy. I can’t explain the intense feelins & pray for guidance. Do call when u get a break from riotin with ur mates.

15^th August 2011 – Jake – Hey Dork..What follows is uncanny; from today’s DKTU! I know u don’t believe this shit but I feel compeled to share. Example of daily miracle I hav.

Uniting two halves of one soul is inevitable, but timing depends upon your level of spirituality. When the time is ripe, true soul mates find one another even if they are worlds apart – whether physically, on opposite sides of the globe, or spiritually, with contrasting lifestyles and backgrounds. Here’s wishing you the courage to keep growing so that you may know – or continue to know – the blessing of oneness.

That’s definitely gonna freak you out for a while! You can now go back into your hole.

 

25^th August 2011 – Neytiri – Sorry I missed your birthday yesterday.

25^th August 2011 – Jake – Sorry!? No wishes; no pash; no amends? Very disappointingL..Ish’llah

27^th August 2011 – Jake – Darkness covers u & I see your sadness. I pray for us. Let the light in..Ish’llah!

2^nd September 2011 – Jake – Be happy when God answers your prayers, but be more thankful when God makes you the answer to someone else’s prayer!

There is a time for departure even when there’s no certain place to go.

5^th September 2011 – Neytiri – When can I call you? I’ve missed you.

5^th September 2011 – Jake – I’ll b home in 30 mins..ish’llah

5^th September 2011 – Jake – I’m busting!

6^th September 2011 – Jake – Hey Babe..forgot 2 tell u I booked in for a solo jump, (that’s a parachute 2 u)!

6^th September 2011 – Neytiri – It’s not just the stuff you say, it’s the stuff you do that freaks me out too. Jump. What next.

6^th September 2011 – Jake – The Mile High Club! Still horny like a toad. Love you..Ish’llah

7^th September 2011 – Jake – The soul of man is an experiential acquirement. As a mortal creature chooses to 'do the will of the Father in heaven,' so the indwelling spirit becomes the father of a new reality in human experience..Ish'llah

8^th September 2011 – Jake – Just to be close to you, babe Just for a moment, just for an hour

Just to be close to you once b4 I die

You see you're my heart, you're soul

You're my stone inspiration

I need you baby

8^th September 2011 – Neytiri – Where are you

8^th September 2011 – Jake - @ home

8^th September 2011 – Neytiri – Can I call you

8^th September 2011 – Jake – Give me 30 mins. Ok?

8^th September 2011 – Neytiri – Ok

8^th September 2011 – Jake – Ok to call now

8^th September 2011 – Jake – God, I give to You all that I am and all that I will be for Your healing and direction. Make new this day as I release all my worries and fears, knowing that You are by my side. Relieve me of the bondage of self, that I may better do Thy will. Please help me to open myself to Your love, to allow Your love to heal my wounds, and to allow Your love to flow through me and from me to those around me. May Your will be done this day and always. AMEN..Ish’llah

9^th September 2011 – Jake – Another rough nite & still hav a stiffy, Dork!

10^th September 2011 – Neytiri – Busy today cooking. Brother coming to watch soccer. You’re right, I’m coming to you when the time is right.

11^th September 2011 – Jake – Don’t settle for the one you CAN live with; Wait for the one you CAN’T live without!

11^th September 2011 – Jake – Hey Dork..go to www.alcoholics-anonymous.org.uk U can read/download The Big Book for free!..Ish'llah

12^th September 2011 – Jake – U don’t have 2 be beautiful

2 turn me on

U don’t need experience

2 turn me out

U just leave it all up 2 me

I’m gonna show u what it’s all about

U don’t have 2 be rich

2 be my girl

U don’t have 2 be cool

2 rule my world

Ain’t no particular sign I’m more compatible with

I just want your extra time and your Kiss..Ish'llah

15^th September 2011 – Jake – I want you,

To want me

I need you,

To need me

I want to hold you

When I close my eyes

I see your face

I'm just not sure

How much my heart can erase

I can't sleep anymore

I can't think anymore

I'm goin' crazy with love

Over you.....Ish'llah!

19^th September 2011 – Jake – Hey Darl..I had a mind-blowing session with T 2day. Looks like I'm stuck with u! All very spiritual & then I get this 2day.."I am no longer a prisoner of my past—past regrets, earlier traumas, pain and suffering.

I believe in miracles and a joy-filled future.

I gain the courage to let go!

I let go.

Of everything.

Period..Ish'llah!

19^th September 2011 – Neytiri - I'm so happy for you, for us. I just feel really happy.

21^st September 2011 – Jake – Hey Ms Happy...glad u r feelin so, cause I'm pretty much wasted!

T gave me the following specific affirmations:

"I AM GOOD ENOUGH!

I now choose to see myself as the Universe sees me – perfect & GOOD ENOUGH

I renounce all labels that LIMIT ME

I see great potential in myself

I choose to be free from under-estimating myself

I AM GOOD ENOUGH!"

Your conscious unconditional love adds power to this, so get a lovin!..Ish'llah

21^st September 2011 – Jake - Thank u..can feel the love & joy..Ish'llah. Now pls go shopping ; talk to ur BIM or take a nap, so I can get a good nites sleep. Hav not had 1 in 2 wks!

22^nd September 2011 (via Skype) – Neytiri - so did you get a good nights sleep then?

22^nd September 2011 (via Skype) – Jake - No & I'm like a Zombie!!

22^nd September 2011 – Neytiri - Are you busy tonight? Feel like calling you every day.

22^nd September 2011 – Jake - Ditto. Call me on

22^nd September 2011 – Jake - I feeeelll u, bitch & it hurts sooo goood!..Ish'llah

  

23^rd September 2011 – Jake - A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.

23^rd September 2011 – Neytiri - F**k. I can't concentrate now, i was reading,

23^rd September 2011 – Jake - There are 4 types of people in the world:

1. Asleep - people who act and don’t think

2. Analyst - people who think and don’t act

3. Empty - people who are constantly active, filing themselves with the wrong thing

4. Complete - people working to change themselves and fill up with Light

Move from asleep to complete today

23^rd September 2011 – Jake - I need u to unlock my locks with into-me-see. So keep asking me for intimate details..Ish'llah

23^rd September 2011 – Neytiri - Go on skype. I'll message you there.

23^rd September 2011(Skype) – Neytiri - : i'm not sure if i was ready for that definition of a soulmate. i'm freaked out. you'll have to give me time to digest it.

23^rd September 2011(Skype) – Jake - No wuckers..I had another sleepless nite, so it is an early one for me. Have a good weekend & we'll see you on the other side, hopefully well rested..Ish'llah

That's the definition I used in my speech!

23^rd September 2011(Skype) – Neytiri – I love you

23^rd September 2011(Skype) – Jake – More than hamburgers?

23^rd September 2011(Skype) – Neytiri – sorry in a world of my own.

23^rd September 2011(Skype) – Jake – ditto...now get busy on something else so I can rest!

23^rd September 2011(Skype) – Neytiri – paaaash.

25^th September 2011 – Jake - Assume the responsibility for your fulfillment – or surrender to uncertainty and permit it to run your life, and create havoc at its whim.

26^th September 2011 - Jake – Hey Dork..my apologies; I was not being true to myself & totally open in my sharing the other day. I need to make amends & finish what was started. Will u b available later? Let me no what time..Ish'llah

26^th September 2011 – Neytiri - Finish gym at 12.30. Give me 10 to 15 mins to get home.

26^th September 2011 - Jake – I'll give u time 2 scoff down a few pies:) will call u @ 1

27^th September 2011 - Jake – Purple Rain!?

27^th September 2011 – Neytiri - Can you go on skype.

27^th September 2011 - Jake – Give me 5

27^th September 2011 (Skype) – Neytiri -  now i need to make amends. don't care if we are soul mates or not. i will spend the rest of my life looking for the keys to your locks. i have them, just have to find them.

28^th September 2011 - Jake – The Serenity Prayer

God grant me the SERENITY

to accept the things I cannot change;

COURAGE to change the things I can;

and WISDOM to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;

Enjoying one moment at a time;

Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;

Taking, as He did, this sinful world

as it is, not as I would have it;

Trusting that He will make all things right

if I surrender to His Will;

That I may be reasonably happy in this life

and supremely happy with Him

Forever in the next.

Amen.

29^th September 2011 - Jake – Your words and actions are seeds, and we’re in spiritual planting season, so pay attention to the ways you plant in order to have a better harvest in the coming year.

29^th September 2011 - Jake – Once in your life you find someone

Who will turn your world around

Bring you up when you're feelin' down

Nothin' could change what you mean to me

Oh there's lots that I could say

But just hold me now

Cause our love will light the way

Baby you're all that I want

When you're lyin' here in my arms

I'm findin' it hard to believe

We're in heaven

And love is all that I need

And I found it there in your heart

It isn't too hard to see

We're in heaven

30^th September 2011 - Jake – No matter where you are or what you are doing, you represent something greater than yourself.

30^th September 2011 - Jake – "Are you becoming increasingly artistic in your technique of leading hungry souls into the spiritual kingdom?"

30^th September 2011 - Jake – Look into my eyes - you will see

What you mean to me

Search your heart - search your soul

And when you find me there you'll search no more

Look into your heart - you will find

There's nothin' there to hide

Take me as I am - take my life

I would give it all - I would sacrifice

There's no love - like your love

And no other - could give more love

There's nowhere - unless you're there

All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for

I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more

I would fight for you - I'd lie for you

Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

1^st October 2011 - Jake – When we are alone, it’s all we see, and we can’t lift the curtain of darkness. We need a second set of eyes to show us a way out. Be that person helping someone remove their curtain, and ask for help lifting your own.

2^nd October 2011 - Jake – Australia , meanwhile, has raised its security level from "No worries" to "She'll be alright, Mate." Two more escalation levels remain: "Crikey! I think we'll need to cancel the barbie this weekend!" and "The barbie is canceled." So far no situation has ever warranted use of the final escalation level.

3^rd October 2011 - Jake – The English are feeling the pinch in relation to recent terrorist threats and have therefore raised their security level from "Miffed" to "Peeved." Soon, though, security levels may be raised yet again to "Irritated," or even "A Bit Cross."

The English have not been "A Bit Cross" since "The Blitz" in 1940 when tea supplies nearly ran out.

Terrorists have been re-categorized from "Tiresome" to "A Bloody Nuisance." The last time the British issued a "Bloody Nuisance" warning level was in 1588, when threatened by the Spanish Armada.

The Scots have raised their threat level from "Pissed Off" to "Let's get the Bastards." They don't have any other levels. This is the reason they have been used on the front line of the British army for the last 300 years.

4^th October 2011 – Neytiri – Pash x

4^th October 2011 – Jake – Ditto squared

4^th October 2011 – Jake – A person with whom you have an immediate connection the moment you meet - a connection so strong that you are drawn to them in a way you have never experienced before. As this connection develops over time, you experience a love so deep, strong and complex, that you begin to doubt that you have ever truly loved anyone prior. Your soulmate understands and connects with you in every way and on every level, which brings a sense of peace, calmness and happiness when you are around them. And when you are not around them, you are all that much more aware of the harshness of life, and how bonding with another person in this way is the most significant and satisfying thing you will experience in your lifetime. You are also all that much aware of the beauty in life, because you have been given a great gift and will always be thankful.

5^th October 2011 – Jake – Hey Dork..u need to chill & stop agitatin. I had a bad nite cause of u:( I'll call u tomorrow around 11; we'll go 4 a ride & music. Let med no if u will b @ home. R clocks still the same in ..? I'm missin u so desparately:(

6^th October 2011 – Neytiri – clocks are still the same. I'll let you know when they change. I have to pick up kid from the metro, she flies in around 11. Will text you when i get home. Can't sleep.

6^th October 2011 – Jake – Thx. I'm @ the gym. Gettin hot & sweaty for u! Try some warm Milo or flick the bean. Works for me..Ish'llah

6^th October 2011 – Jake – Also u need to sort out your chapped lips.

6^th October 2011 – Neytiri - Trying but its so cold here its not working.

6^th October 2011 – Neytiri - Don't feel like letting you work out. Feel like annoying you.

6^th October 2011 – Jake – U can't annoy me. BTW which lips are u working on?

6^th October 2011 – Neytiri - Need some help flicking the bean. Never was any good at doing it myself.

6^th October 2011 – Jake – Just picture Nobby's Nuts & my tongue;) U'll b squirtin in no time

6^th October 2011 – Neytiri - Home now.

6^th October 2011 – Jake – Sorry; give me 15. Phone or skype?

6^th October 2011 – Neytiri – Skype

6^th October 2011 – Jake – Ok, may b a while before I can get to the computer as being otherwise used. Don't call me, I'll call u.

6^th October 2011 – Jake – Sorry, still waiting for computer to become available..Ish'llah

6^th October 2011 – Jake – The more joyous you are about embracing life’s little obstacles along the way, the greater the chances you’ll be in it for the long haul.

How appropriate!..Ish'llah

5^th November 2011 – Jake – Do you know that there's still a chance for you

'Cause there's a spark in you?

Baby, you're a firework

Come on, let your colors burst

You don't have to feel like a waste of space

You're original, cannot be replaced

If you only knew what the future holds

After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe your reason why all the doors are closed

So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow

And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine

Just own the night like the 5th of November

'Cause baby you're a firework

7^th November 2011 – Neytiri - Can you skype me tomorrow?

7^th November 2011 – Jake – It depends whether u r hot or cold? yes or no? up or down? in or out? But then most of all I Do Love You Unconditionally! What time?..Ish'llah

7^th November 2011 – Neytiri - Yep a bit of all of the above. Will try to be nice to you tomorrow.

I think its 11 hours difference now. How's 12 my time.

7^th November 2011 – Jake – Dork..It's 10 hrs ahead, so can we make it 11am instead?...Ish'llah

7^th November 2011 – Neytiri - God you're so grumpy. Ok so i got the math wrong. The clocks have gone back an hour.

7^th November 2011 – Jake – Babe..I'm nevere grumpy. The question remains unanswered..is 11am good for u?..Ish'llah

7^th November 2011 – Neytiri - Give me an extra 10 to get back from the gym.

7^th November 2011 – Jake – Ok, let me know when u get home. Don't get too hot & sweaty..Ish'llah.

8^th November 2011 – Neytiri - Skype me

8^th November 2011 – Jake – Lord, make me a channel of thy peace – that where there is hatred, I may bring love – that where there is wrong, I may bring the spirit of forgiveness – that where there is discord, I may bring harmony – that where there is error, I may bring truth – that where there is doubt, I may bring faith – that where there is despair, I may bring hope – that where there is sadness, I may bring joy.

Lord, grant that I may seek rather to comfort than to be comforted – to understand, than to be understood – to love, than to be loved. For it is by self-forgetting that one finds. It is by forgiving that one is forgiven. It is by dying that one awakens to Eternal Life. AMEN

8^th November 2011 – Jake – My Big Sprig..U r the butter to my bread; the breath to my life..Ish'llah

9^th November 2011 – Jake – Don't forget to send me txt from Jan-11 to Jul-11, in date order..Thx from your donkey!

9^th November 2011 – Jake – It appears I always get an answer after syncin with u; that's what I love..

It’s not what you do in life that matters most, but who you do it with.

Relationships are your only lasting assets, connections to others, people you’d give your life up for and who’d give it up for you.

9^th November 2011 – Jake – When we retire at night, we constructively review our day. Were we resentful, selfish, dishonest or afraid? Do we owe an apology? Have we kept something to ourselves which should be discussed with another person at once? Were we kind & loving toward all? What could we have done better? Were we thinking of ourselves most of the time? Or were we thinking of what we could do for others, of what we could pack into the stream of life?

But we must be careful not to drift into worry, remorse or morbid reflection, for that would diminish our usefulness to others. After making our review we ask God’s forgiveness & inquire what corrective measures should be taken?..Ish'llah

9^th November 2011 – Jake – One of the most amazing earmarks of spiritual living is that dynamic and sublime peace, that peace which passes all human understanding, that cosmic poise which betokens the absence of all doubt and turmoil..Ish'llah

10^th November 2011 – Jake – Neytiri..what time today? Don't forget the hair!

10^th November 2011 - Neytiri – I'll text you.

10^th November 2011 – Jake – As long as you know you need to change, the light will do the rest...Ish'llah

10^th November 2011 – Neytiri  – Skype me

10^th November 2011 – Jake – Give me 5

11^th November 2011 – Jake – Your own being is lit beautifully, suffused with the Creator’s radiance so I can see the positive, beautiful aspects of yourself, as opposed to the distorted and dark image projected by the ego.

You're beautiful, it's true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,

When she thought up that I should be with you.

12^th November 2011 – Neytiri – Got the adjustment bureau. I'll watch it over the weekend.

12^th November 2011 – Jake – When we are together the moments I cherish

With every beat of my heart

To touch u, to hold u

To feel u, to need u

There's nothing to keep us apart.

U shared my dreams

My joys my pains

U made my life worth living for

And if I has to live my

Life over again

I'd spend each & every moment with u...Ish'llah

13^th November 2011 – Jake – The only way two people in a relationship can make it is if each one somehow thinks of the other before they think of themselves...Ish'llah

14^th November 2011 – Jake – Hey Dork..nothin inspirational 2day, so sent u donkey's leg to sux on. 12 noon tomorrow ok for u?...Ish'llah

14^th November 2011 – Neytiri – 12 noon's good. Donkeys leg's a bit swollen. Would need a big mouth.

17^th November 2011 – Neytiri – I really did want to skype today but can't. Did'nt look at the calendar kids have to see the orthodontist. Talk to you tuesday.

18^th November 2011 - Neytiri – Hey jake. I just wondered if you could feel me.

18^th November 2011 – Jake – Always albeit not feelin much love:(

18^th November 2011 – Neytiri – There's only love.

18^th November 2011 – Neytiri – You said you could see past my distorted and dark image projected by my ego.

18^th November 2011 – Jake – Thx for takin time 2 send me msgs; much appreciated. Do u hav the msgs u sent me re:below?..k.a.n.k.!

28.7.11 i gave you the translation.

Don't ever. .Ish'llah..Thy Will, be done!

18^th November 2011 – Jake – Yeah but there is the female brain inbetween, which even God can't read!

18^th November 2011 – Neytiri – I've got a few. But i never sent you much with content.

18^th November 2011 – Jake – I know but can u pls check if u hav the ones re:kank. I deleted mine..Thx

21^st November 2011 - Neytiri – My anger is just love turned upside down. Will you still skype me tomorrow around 12.

21^st November 2011 – Jake – Why an angry bird?

21^st November 2011 – Neytiri – Find it hard to let go of the past and live in the now.

21^st November 2011 – Jake – That's deep! What past do u need to let go?

21^st November 2011 – Jake – Now it's a size u can handle; just like N'sNs! [Sorry, pls forgive me I couldn't help it, I know not what I say] ;) Ish'llah. Tomorrow noon is good; I wait with bated breath! I hav a surprise 4 u but only if u r good.

21^st November 2011 – Jake – Change is when the real you emerges.

22^nd November 2011 Neytiri – Is everything alright. Its not like you to keep me hanging.

23^rd November 2011 – Jake – I will take care of me for you if you will take care of you for me..Ish'llah

23^rd November 2011 – Jake – One way to open your heart and feel more connected to people is to ask everyone, “What have you come to teach me?”

23^rd November 2011 – Jake – Appreciation is the highest form of receiving. Say “thank you” into the thin air and notice any positive feelings of gratitude. Can you take them in?

23^rd November 2011 – Jake – Humiliation is one of the fastest ways to destroy the ego. Welcome moments of embarrassment as moments of accelerated change.

23^rd November 2011 – Jake – **FOR YOUR EYES ONLY** (This is the last 1 ever!)

The first time I saw you

Oh, you looked so fine

And I had a feeling

One day you'd be mine

Honey you came along and captured my heart

Girl I surrender

Oh, what more can I do

I've spent all of my life in search of your love

Now there's one more thing I'd like to say

Don't you ever take your sweet love away

Girl I'll do anything, just please stay

I don't understand it, oh what's come over me

But I'm not gonna worry, no not anymore

'cause when a man's in love, he's only got one story

That's why my love is somewhere lost in your kiss

When I'm lost and alone it's you that I miss

With a love like yours, it's hard to resist..Ish'llah

26^th November 2011 – Jake – Everything you don’t like in others is your unseen faults being reflected back onto you..Ish'llah

28^th November 2011 – Jake – It is only when we actively seek to work through our issues that we can lighten the load and our souls can evolve..Ish'llah

28^th November 2011 – Jake – Each person has a specific mission in the world, but all human beings serve like cells in a single body, working together in the realization of a common goal..Ish'llah

29^th November 2011 – Neytiri - Why are you not on-line?

29^th November 2011 – Jake – I didn't know I was supposed 2 b, I was waitin 4 your txt. Give me 10.

1^st December 2011 – Jake – The beauty of divine love, once fully admitted to the human heart, forever destroys the charm of sin and the power of evil..Ish'llah

1^st December 2011 – Jake – TET YUD SAMECH

I free myself from all selfishness, envy, anger, and self-pity.

By rejecting these negative temptations, I am free to invoke this Name—thereby igniting the power of miracles in my life..Ish'llah

4^th December 2011 – Jake – There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea.

You became the light on the dark side of me.

Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.

But did you know,

That when it snows,

My eyes become large and,

The light that you shine can be seen.

Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.

The more I get of you

Stranger it feels

And now that your rose is in bloom,

A light hits the gloom on the grey.

There is so much a man can tell you,

So much he can say.

You remain,

My power, my pleasure, my pain.

Baby, to me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny

Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?..Ish'llah

5^th December 2011 – Jake – www.ifoundmysoulmate.wordpress.com

6^th December 2011 – Jake – I’m waitinL

7^th December 2011 - Neytiri – Still can't get into your blog.

8^th December 2011 – Jake – Maybe it's meant 2 b! Try www.ifoundmysoulmate.net

10^th December 2011 – Jake – Neytiri..I see you! May u always hav love to share; health to spare (unlikely) & friends that care. Happy Birthday..JS

15^th December 2011 – Jake – I C U!

I believe in you

You know the door to my very soul

You're the light in my deepest, darkest hour

You're my saviour when I fall

And you may not think I care for you

When you know down inside

That I really do

I know your eyes in the morning sun

I feel you touch me in the pouring rain

And the moment that you wander far from me

I wanna feel you in my arms again

And you come to me on a summer breeze

Keep me warm in your love

Then you softly leave..Ish'llah

 

15^th December 2011 – Jake – I C U!

Allow yourself to uncover your imperfections. Give yourself permission to be vulnerable. Uncovering these weak spots leads to growth (u need to continue this 4 me)..Ish'llah

15^th December 2011 – Jake – Why am I waiting?..Ish'llah

15^th December 2011 – Jake – We forget how powerful our words are and when we make promises it is up to us to make sure we keep our words sacred.(so don't keep me hangin!)..Ish'llah

16^th December 2011 – Neytiri - Miss you already.

16^th December 2011 – Jake – I know; the FORCE is strong 2day! The junk food continues..had 1/2 muffin & some rumballs already..Ish'llah

19^th December 2011 – Neytiri - Charlene Soraia

19^th December 2011 – Jake – ?

19^th December 2011 – Neytiri - Sorry. Pressed send accidently.

19^th December 2011 – Neytiri - If a great wave shall fall

It'll fall upon up all

Then between the sand and stone

Could you make it on your own?

If i could, then i would

I'll in wherever you will go

Way up high or down low

I'll go wherever you will go

19^th December 2011 – Jake – I see you! So very special & brings tears of joy; keep it up. Was out with M. lookin @ Xmas lites. May the FORCE b with u..Ish'llah

19^th December 2011 – Jake – I AM NOT AFRAID:

•To live this day only, not tackling all my problems at once

•To be happy

•To accept what is, not wish things were different

•To take care of myself

•To work my program as I understand it

•To reach out to another person

•To have time to pray & meditate with my Higher Power

•To enjoy what is good & beautiful in life

•To believe the CoDA Promises will come true

In this moment, my thoughts dance freely & my spirit soars.

I thank my Higher Power for granting me this moment..Ish'llah

19^th December 2011 – Jake – Blessings are the wages of your spiritual work..Ish'llah

21^st December 2011 – Neytiri – Feeling down. Just miss you.

21^st  December 2011 – Jake – I See You! I'm always just a call away. Wish u were here..Ish'llah

22^nd December 2011 – Jake – Physical love is wonderful, yet only a stepping-stone to love for the Creator, for to truly love includes loving the God within and through another person..Ish'llah

22^nd December 2011 – Neytiri – Are you free to Skype?

22^nd December 2011 – Jake – Give me 5..Ish'llah

25^th December 2011 – Neytiri – Can you Skype?

25^th December 2011 – Jake – Give me 10

25^th December 2011 – Jake – You never know whether someone will grab your helping hand, or bite it, but what matters is that you extend it..Ish'llah

25^th December 2011 - Neytiri - Will you just get on-line and stop messing.

25^th December 2011 – Jake – I am on; u r off?

25^th December 2011 – Jake – Why am I waiting?