SUMMARY (Timeline)

• May 1987 - Meet Neytiri for the first time. She asks me "Why I left?"
• October 1988 - Neytiri shows her true love for me and puts her marriage to the test.
• December 1991 - Tsu'tey acknowledges Neytiri "likes" me.
• September 1993 - Last time I physically see Neytiri.
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• August 2010 - Tsu'tey sends me email requesting I contact Neytiri.
• December 2010 - I discover I am co dependent.
• January 2011 - SMS text messages start.
• February 2011 - Attend my first CoDA meeting.
• March 2011 - Start therapy for recovery
• March 2011 - Meet my sponsor, E and start reading / studying the Big Book.
• April 2011 - Neytiri tells me "I can't live without her!"
• 12 May 2011 - Do Steps 1 - 3
• May 2011 - Do Step 4
• 19 May 2011 - Do Steps 5 -9
• May to July 2011 - Neytiri constantly all my mind & I eventually decide I need to bring an end to our contacts.
• 19 July 2011 - Call Neytiri to call it off. Experience a spiritual awakening!
• 29 July 2011 - Get kicked in the "groin". Although come to the realisation that she is the one!
• August 2011 - My feelings for Neytiri intensify and I pray for help in resolving the issue.
• September 2011 - Notice major physiological changes.  Also we both experience sleepness nights. Neytiri decides to visit me.
• September 2011 - Sharman confirms we know each other from past lives!
• October 2011 - All gets too much for Neytiri and we decide to have a month time out.
• November 2011 - Contact now more regular but no more than twice a week.  Neytiri introduces me to Eckhart Tolle and our spiritual partnership blossoms.
• December 2011 - Final chat for the year and What a Year!
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• January 2012 - New beginnings. Relationship with Mo'at starts to thaw once I stop resisting.
• February 2012 - Neytiri books tickets and dates for visit confirmed.
• February 2012 - Finally start Blog and reading Conversations with God.
• March 2012 - Neytiri's issues emerge.  She is not ready to awaken.
• March 2012 - Neytiri's Step 5 - Part 2 & 3. I am kicked in the butt and out of her life.
• April 2012 - Visit my family of origin after 13 years
• May 2012 - Neytiri starts becoming aware of her spiritual awakening
• June 2012 - The Beginning of the End or The End of the Beginning?
• July 2012 - The First Anniversary and the Second Coming
• August 2012 - After the Second Coming - The End of the Beginning
• September 2012 - The Waiting Game
• October 2012 - An Awakening - I am set FREE!
• November 2012 - MAKTUB - The Manifestation of a Miracle!
• December 2012 - The Third Coming and Conception!
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• January 2013 - The Open Door Is Locked
• February 2013 - We were meant for each other & cannot live without the other!
• March 2103 - Doubt & struggle with Letting Go
• April 2013 - Spiritual Partners
• May 2013 - The Vision (Truth) Vs The Reality (Illusion)?
• June 2013 - The Fourth Coming and The Truth Revealed - All Eyes On US!
• July 2013 - The Second Anniversary
• August 2013 - The PIMP Vs The Monk - Be Joy; Be Truth; Be LOVE!
• September 2013 - Does Dependency = LOVE?
• October 2013 - 25 Years on! - Letting Go by BEING Present: I'm Peachy!
• November 2013 - Our HEART IS going on..Ish'llah!
• December 2013 - Approaching the Crossroads of Life
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• January 2014 - The Crossroad - Lizzy or Francesca?
• February 2014 -  Goodbye Francesca (FEAR) / Judy; Au Revoir Neytiri Liss Rose(LOVE) - A New Earth
• March 2014 - MIRACLES : Changing perception from fear into LOVE. ATONEMENT : finding SALVATION in me
• April 2014 - The only one for me is you and you for me, no matter how the dice is tossed, it has TO BE!
• May 2014 -  The KEY to knowing myself
• June 2014 - The Path of DHAMMA & inherent ANICCA
• July 2014 -  The Third Anniversary of the Great Awakening and Love
• August 2014 -  4 years later - The Big Fork In The Road - I choose the road less traveled
• September 2014 - Spring: A New Hope. By Grace I live; By Grace I am released 
• October 2014 - No fuck on the linoleum one last time; no ass up in the Ramada and no naval piercing? :-( 
• November 2014 - Breaking The Habit Of Being ME, express Gratitude for what WILL BE!
• December 2014 - OUR CALLING: Being & Living Together As ONE; Spreading Love Across The Globe, As ONE; Serving The Universe, As ONE; Being At ONE With Nature with a Loving Family; You & Me Forever...And So It IS.    This Or Something Better...Thank You For What WILL BE!
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