Radar Love Summary

19^th January 2011 – Neytiri – Hi Just thinking of you. Missed the gym today. My ass is sore from working out hard the other day. So just at home looking at 4 walls. See you.

19^th January 2011 – Jake – What a surprise to hear from u! Thought u were jerking me around. Always thinking of u..Xoxox

27^th January 2011 – Neytiri – Shame about the cricket. Hope you enjoyed the tennis better.

27^th January 2011 – Neytiri – I was more disappointed I didn’t get a goodnite pash!

29^th January 2011 – Neytiri – Car came back all fixed up. Start gym on Monday, feel better. Start everything again, from the beginning. Goodnight pash.

25^th February 2011 – Neytiri – Just saying hi before I start the washing.

25^th February 2011 – Jake – I missed u. Trust the washing is not the only thing that’s wet!! Just got back from folk dancing; more fun than garbas. Call me if u can.

25^th February 2011 – Neytiri – Whats your landline number

25^th February 2011 – Jake – Next time don’t leave me half done & without a g’nite pash! I’ll forgive u this time.

26^th March 2011 – Neytiri – F1 tomorrow down under. Can smell the fuel from here.

26^th March 2011 – Jake – I’m in C. Didn’t no u were a rev head! Poms struggling in the cricket

26^th March 2011 – Neytiri – Ah the german made pole position. But we’ll see tomorrow. Shame you’re not in M.

5^th April 2011 – Jake – R u @ home?

8^th May 2011 – Neytiri – Making home-made pizzas. Watching f1 with my brother, then soccer and just eating. Missed your skype call was dropping kid for a movie with her friends. Tsu’tey back so its been a hectic week. Will call you during the week, when is it a good time? Pash.

8^th May 2011 –  Jake – Happy Mother’s Day! Anytime after 12 noon your time is ok. Weber to win. Until then, keep it moist!:)

17^th May 2011 – Jake – Hey..I shared my secret life (defects) with another human. I was fearless. It was spiritually uplifting! I’ll call u from out-of-town..pash x

22^nd May 2011 – Neytiri – You’ll never guess what I’m making for breakfast.

22^nd May 2011 – Jake – Something orgasmic? I really enjoyed our chat. Ish’llah!

22^nd May 2011 – Neytiri – Pies. You threw that in the universe the other day.

22^nd May 2011 – Jake – Yeah..but did u use honey, sea salt & evoo?

29^th May 2011 – Neytiri – Check this track in Monaco. It’s stunning.

29^th May 2011 – Jake – It’s not the only thing that’s stunning!

30^th May 2011 – Jake - …but not as stunning as Barca! Trust u came down from your premature high..

30^th May 2011 – Neytiri – Ok I agree they are the better team. But you’re right casino and hunks really stunning.

6^th June 2011 – Neytiri – Are you sleeping?

6^th June 2011 – Jake – Yeah..I was thinkin about u, thinkin about me, thinkin about us, what we gonna be? Open my eyes; it was only just a dream!

 

14^th June 2011 – Jake – R u alive?

16^th June 2011 – Neytiri – Sorry. Was just lost for words. Still am.

16^th June 2011 – Jake – Why? What happened?

16^th June 2011 – Neytiri – Read your not last message, but the one before.

16^th June 2011 – Jake – Phew..for a moment I thought u were ignoring me & was feeling down. Call me when u r ready or send txt. I’m away next week. U remain in my thoughts..ish’llah!

20^th June 2011 – Neytiri – Hope you had a fantastic fathers day. Was thinking of you the whole day just couldn’t text. Just stuff happening, my mum’s being a real bitch to my dad. So cooked for him and family. Will text and call you sometime soon. Love you.

20^th June 2011 – Jake – I felt yur thoughts, albeit not Fathers Day here. Here it is normally 9 mths after Mothers Day! It appears luv tiffs carry on well in2 old age! Hang in there:XOX

22^nd June 2011 – Jake – Happy Summer Solstice..A life without love is like a year without summer. There shall be eternal summer in the grateful heart..XOXOX

22^nd June 2011 – Neytiri – Feel better now. Sitting in the car in the sun. I’m grateful you’re here.

28^th June 2011 – Neytiri – Are you sleeping?

28^th June 2011 – Jake – No

28^th June 2011 – Neytiri – Can I call you at home.

28^th June 2011 – Neytiri – Sorry will call you back another time. Will let you sleep.

29^th June 2011 – Jake – No worries. I still need to flick your bean!

30^th June 2011 – Jake – When r we doin part 2?

30^th June 2011(Skype) – Neytiri - will try doing part 2 tomorrow. part 1 was just getting interesting.

1^st July 2011 – Neytiri – Are you busy.

1^st July 2011 – Jake – No. I quiver in anticipation!

2^nd July 2011 – Jake – It was really good to hear your voice, it sounds so sweet.  Coming from the lips of an angel, hearing those words, it makes me weak ;)

4^th July 2011 – Jake – Not that we care, but Happy Independence Day! Luv can sometimes b magic. But magic can sometimes…just b an illusion.

13^th July 2011 – Jake – The silence is deafening!   Don’t mind me; I’m out-of-town & hav nothing better 2 do than annoy u! Off 2 hot spa now. U r always on my mind.

15^th July 2011 – Neytiri – Just got caught up in daily stuff. Too much happening. Anyway how was the hot spa? Are you like on a permanent holiday or what?

15^th July 2011 – Neytiri – Sorry I’m a tiny bit envious of your life.

15^th July 2011 – Jake – My life is beautiful 1 day & perfect the next!..if only,ish’llah. U r welcome to join me anytime. Will u b home later. I need to get something off my chest (& it’s not your tits)

15^th July 2011 – Neytiri – At home for another couple of hours.

16^th July 2011 – Jake – Sorry 2 keep u hangin. I’ve been meditating. 2 L8 2 talk now; need my beauty sleep! So here’s a long (last) ppaaaasssshhhh for the weekend! K.A.N.K.

  

18^th July 2011 – Jake – Sorry, meant to call today but just got home from a meeting.  Will call tomorrow.

20^th July 2011 – Jake – I’m havin a sleepless nite (1^st 1 in a long time) but feelin lighter havin had a spiritual catharsis..thank u, my angel &….?

21^st July 2011 – Jake – How I wish, how I wish u were here. We’re just 2 lost souls swimming in a fish bowl year after year, runnin over the same old ground. What hav we found? The same old fears. Wish u were here L Ish’llah

22^nd July 2011 – Jake -  I couldn’t let another day go without this. “My heart will go on” by Celine was written just 4 us. I’d like it 2 b our song! Listen 2 it whenever u need me & I will be with u 4ever! I can’t stop listenin 2 it & now know u r my soul mate & I hav nothing 2 fear. I can now release u…Ish’llah.

22^nd July 2011 – Neytiri – You’ve messed up my day. I can’t function.

22^nd July 2011 – Jake – I’ve been like that 4 the last 3 days! I can’t seem to get u (or Celine) out of my head. Let the music play on…

27^th July 2011 – Jake – I am because you are!

28^th July 2011 – Jake – let go and let God!

28^th July 2011 – Neytiri – Have a nice sleep. And what does k.a.n.k. mean?

28^th July 2011 – Jake – Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna! I’d like u to give me the English translation. I need to talk to u whenever u r ready. Let me know when.  Disappointed no pash recivedL

28^th July 2011 – Neytiri – Tomorrow would be good. Kids are on holiday, driving me nuts. I can’t seem to stay in the present and my mind is all over the place. I’ve never said goodbye.Pash.

28^th July 2011 – Jake – Don’t ever..Ish’llah’..Thy Will, be done!

29^th July 2011 – Jake – Hey babe..r u available in next hour? Phone or skype?

29^th July 2011 – Jake – Sorry, got disconnected; couldn’t feel the love!

1^st August 2011 – Jake – Hey Dork..I need 2 apologise & make amends 4 bombardin u with stuff beyond your physical realm….SORRY & forgive me.

3^rd August 2011 – Neytiri – I did tell you I’d have to come back lots of times. I told you I had a long way to go. You haven’t said anything that wasn’t true, so you don’t need to be forgiven.

4^th August 2011 – Jake – Ish’llah!

12^th August 2011 – Neytiri – I’m listening to a lot of celine lately.

12^th August 2011 – Jake – I know! I can feel it & it’s drivin me crazy. I can’t explain the intense feelins & pray for guidance. Do call when u get a break from riotin with ur mates.

15^th August 2011 – Jake – Hey Dork..What follows is uncanny; from today’s DKTU! I know u don’t believe this shit but I feel compeled to share. Example of daily miracle I hav.

Uniting two halves of one soul is inevitable, but timing depends upon your level of spirituality. When the time is ripe, true soul mates find one another even if they are worlds apart – whether physically, on opposite sides of the globe, or spiritually, with contrasting lifestyles and backgrounds. Here’s wishing you the courage to keep growing so that you may know – or continue to know – the blessing of oneness.

That’s definitely gonna freak you out for a while! You can now go back into your hole.

25^th August 2011 – Neytiri – Sorry I missed your birthday yesterday.

25^th August 2011 – Jake – Sorry!? No wishes; no pash; no amends? Very disappointingL..Ish’llah

27^th August 2011 – Jake – Darkness covers u & I see your sadness. I pray for us. Let the light in..Ish’llah!

2^nd September 2011 – Jake – Be happy when God answers your prayers, but be more thankful when God makes you the answer to someone else’s prayer!

There is a time for departure even when there’s no certain place to go.

5^th September 2011 – Neytiri – When can I call you? I’ve missed you.

5^th September 2011 – Jake – I’ll b home in 30 mins..ish’llah

5^th September 2011 – Jake – I’m busting!

6^th September 2011 – Jake – Hey Babe..forgot 2 tell u I booked in for a solo jump, (that’s a parachute 2 u)!

6^th September 2011 – Neytiri – It’s not just the stuff you say, it’s the stuff you do that freaks me out too. Jump. What next.

6^th September 2011 – Jake – The Mile High Club! Still horny like a toad. Love you..Ish’llah

7^th September 2011 – Jake – The soul of man is an experiential acquirement. As a mortal creature chooses to 'do the will of the Father in heaven,' so the indwelling spirit becomes the father of a new reality in human experience..Ish'llah

8^th September 2011 – Jake – Just to be close to you, babe Just for a moment, just for an hour

Just to be close to you once b4 I die

You see you're my heart, you're soul

You're my stone inspiration

I need you baby

8^th September 2011 – Neytiri – Where are you

8^th September 2011 – Jake - @ home

8^th September 2011 – Neytiri – Can I call you

8^th September 2011 – Jake – Give me 30 mins. Ok?

8^th September 2011 – Neytiri – Ok

8^th September 2011 – Jake – Ok to call now

8^th September 2011 – Jake – God, I give to You all that I am and all that I will be for Your healing and direction. Make new this day as I release all my worries and fears, knowing that You are by my side. Relieve me of the bondage of self, that I may better do Thy will. Please help me to open myself to Your love, to allow Your love to heal my wounds, and to allow Your love to flow through me and from me to those around me. May Your will be done this day and always. AMEN..Ish’llah

9^th September 2011 – Jake – Another rough nite & still hav a stiffy, Dork!

10^th September 2011 – Neytiri – Busy today cooking. Brother coming to watch soccer. You’re right, I’m coming to you when the time is right.

11^th September 2011 – Jake – Don’t settle for the one you CAN live with; Wait for the one you CAN’T live without!

11^th September 2011 – Jake – Hey Dork..go to www.alcoholics-anonymous.org.uk U can read/download The Big Book for free!..Ish'llah

12^th September 2011 – Jake – U don’t have 2 be beautiful

2 turn me on

U don’t need experience

2 turn me out

U just leave it all up 2 me

I’m gonna show u what it’s all about

U don’t have 2 be rich

2 be my girl

U don’t have 2 be cool

2 rule my world

Ain’t no particular sign I’m more compatible with

I just want your extra time and your Kiss..Ish'llah

15^th September 2011 – Jake – I want you,

To want me

I need you,

To need me

I want to hold you

When I close my eyes

I see your face

I'm just not sure

How much my heart can erase

I can't sleep anymore

I can't think anymore

I'm goin' crazy with love

Over you.....Ish'llah!

19^th September 2011 – Jake – Hey Darl..I had a mind-blowing session with T 2day. Looks like I'm stuck with u! All very spiritual & then I get this 2day.."I am no longer a prisoner of my past—past regrets, earlier traumas, pain and suffering.

I believe in miracles and a joy-filled future.

I gain the courage to let go!

I let go.

Of everything.

Period..Ish'llah!

19^th September 2011 – Neytiri - I'm so happy for you, for us. I just feel really happy.

21^st September 2011 – Jake – Hey Ms Happy...glad u r feelin so, cause I'm pretty much wasted!

T gave me the following specific affirmations:

"I AM GOOD ENOUGH!

I now choose to see myself as the Universe sees me – perfect & GOOD ENOUGH

I renounce all labels that LIMIT ME

I see great potential in myself

I choose to be free from under-estimating myself

I AM GOOD ENOUGH!"

Your conscious unconditional love adds power to this, so get a lovin!..Ish'llah

21^st September 2011 – Jake - Thank u..can feel the love & joy..Ish'llah. Now pls go shopping ; talk to ur BIM or take a nap, so I can get a good nites sleep. Hav not had 1 in 2 wks!

22^nd September 2011 (via Skype) – Neytiri - so did you get a good nights sleep then?

22^nd September 2011 (via Skype) – Jake - No & I'm like a Zombie!!

22^nd September 2011 – Neytiri - Are you busy tonight? Feel like calling you every day.

22^nd September 2011 – Jake - Ditto. Call me on

22^nd September 2011 – Jake - I feeeelll u, bitch & it hurts sooo goood!..Ish'llah

23^rd September 2011 – Jake - A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.

23^rd September 2011 – Neytiri - F**k. I can't concentrate now, i was reading,

23^rd September 2011 – Jake - There are 4 types of people in the world:

1. Asleep - people who act and don’t think

2. Analyst - people who think and don’t act

3. Empty - people who are constantly active, filing themselves with the wrong thing

4. Complete - people working to change themselves and fill up with Light

Move from asleep to complete today

23^rd September 2011 – Jake - I need u to unlock my locks with into-me-see. So keep asking me for intimate details..Ish'llah

23^rd September 2011 – Neytiri - Go on skype. I'll message you there.

23^rd September 2011(Skype) – Neytiri - : i'm not sure if i was ready for that definition of a soulmate. i'm freaked out. you'll have to give me time to digest it.

23^rd September 2011(Skype) – Jake - No wuckers..I had another sleepless nite, so it is an early one for me. Have a good weekend & we'll see you on the other side, hopefully well rested..Ish'llah

That's the definition I used in my speech!

23^rd September 2011(Skype) – Neytiri – I love you

23^rd September 2011(Skype) – Jake – More than hamburgers?

23^rd September 2011(Skype) – Neytiri – sorry in a world of my own.

23^rd September 2011(Skype) – Jake – ditto...now get busy on something else so I can rest!

23^rd September 2011(Skype) – Neytiri – paaaash.

25^th September 2011 – Jake - Assume the responsibility for your fulfillment – or surrender to uncertainty and permit it to run your life, and create havoc at its whim.

26^th September 2011 - Jake – Hey Dork..my apologies; I was not being true to myself & totally open in my sharing the other day. I need to make amends & finish what was started. Will u b available later? Let me no what time..Ish'llah

 

26^th September 2011 – Neytiri - Finish gym at 12.30. Give me 10 to 15 mins to get home.

26^th September 2011 - Jake – I'll give u time 2 scoff down a few pies:) will call u @ 1

27^th September 2011 - Jake – Purple Rain!?

27^th September 2011 – Neytiri - Can you go on skype.

27^th September 2011 - Jake – Give me 5

27^th September 2011 (Skype) – Neytiri -  now i need to make amends. don't care if we are soul mates or not. i will spend the rest of my life looking for the keys to your locks. i have them, just have to find them.

28^th September 2011 - Jake – The Serenity Prayer

God grant me the SERENITY

to accept the things I cannot change;

COURAGE to change the things I can;

and WISDOM to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;

Enjoying one moment at a time;

Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;

Taking, as He did, this sinful world

as it is, not as I would have it;

Trusting that He will make all things right

if I surrender to His Will;

That I may be reasonably happy in this life

and supremely happy with Him

Forever in the next.

Amen.

29^th September 2011 - Jake – Your words and actions are seeds, and we’re in spiritual planting season, so pay attention to the ways you plant in order to have a better harvest in the coming year.

29^th September 2011 - Jake – Once in your life you find someone

Who will turn your world around

Bring you up when you're feelin' down

Nothin' could change what you mean to me

Oh there's lots that I could say

But just hold me now

Cause our love will light the way

Baby you're all that I want

When you're lyin' here in my arms

I'm findin' it hard to believe

We're in heaven

And love is all that I need

And I found it there in your heart

It isn't too hard to see

We're in heaven

30^th September 2011 - Jake – No matter where you are or what you are doing, you represent something greater than yourself.

30^th September 2011 - Jake – "Are you becoming increasingly artistic in your technique of leading hungry souls into the spiritual kingdom?"

30^th September 2011 - Jake – Look into my eyes - you will see

What you mean to me

Search your heart - search your soul

And when you find me there you'll search no more

Look into your heart - you will find

There's nothin' there to hide

Take me as I am - take my life

I would give it all - I would sacrifice

There's no love - like your love

And no other - could give more love

There's nowhere - unless you're there

All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for

I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more

I would fight for you - I'd lie for you

Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

1^st October 2011 - Jake – When we are alone, it’s all we see, and we can’t lift the curtain of darkness. We need a second set of eyes to show us a way out. Be that person helping someone remove their curtain, and ask for help lifting your own.

2^nd October 2011 - Jake – Australia , meanwhile, has raised its security level from "No worries" to "She'll be alright, Mate." Two more escalation levels remain: "Crikey! I think we'll need to cancel the barbie this weekend!" and "The barbie is canceled." So far no situation has ever warranted use of the final escalation level.

3^rd October 2011 - Jake – The English are feeling the pinch in relation to recent terrorist threats and have therefore raised their security level from "Miffed" to "Peeved." Soon, though, security levels may be raised yet again to "Irritated," or even "A Bit Cross."

The English have not been "A Bit Cross" since "The Blitz" in 1940 when tea supplies nearly ran out.

Terrorists have been re-categorized from "Tiresome" to "A Bloody Nuisance." The last time the British issued a "Bloody Nuisance" warning level was in 1588, when threatened by the Spanish Armada.

The Scots have raised their threat level from "Pissed Off" to "Let's get the Bastards." They don't have any other levels. This is the reason they have been used on the front line of the British army for the last 300 years.

4^th October 2011 – Neytiri – Pash x

4^th October 2011 – Jake – Ditto squared

4^th October 2011 – Jake – A person with whom you have an immediate connection the moment you meet - a connection so strong that you are drawn to them in a way you have never experienced before. As this connection develops over time, you experience a love so deep, strong and complex, that you begin to doubt that you have ever truly loved anyone prior. Your soulmate understands and connects with you in every way and on every level, which brings a sense of peace, calmness and happiness when you are around them. And when you are not around them, you are all that much more aware of the harshness of life, and how bonding with another person in this way is the most significant and satisfying thing you will experience in your lifetime. You are also all that much aware of the beauty in life, because you have been given a great gift and will always be thankful.

5^th October 2011 – Jake – Hey Dork..u need to chill & stop agitatin. I had a bad nite cause of u:( I'll call u tomorrow around 11; we'll go 4 a ride & music. Let med no if u will b @ home. R clocks still the same in ..? I'm missin u so desparately:(

6^th October 2011 – Neytiri – clocks are still the same. I'll let you know when they change. I have to pick up kid from the metro, she flies in around 11. Will text you when i get home. Can't sleep.

6^th October 2011 – Jake – Thx. I'm @ the gym. Gettin hot & sweaty for u! Try some warm Milo or flick the bean. Works for me..Ish'llah

6^th October 2011 – Jake – Also u need to sort out your chapped lips.

6^th October 2011 – Neytiri - Trying but its so cold here its not working.

6^th October 2011 – Neytiri - Don't feel like letting you work out. Feel like annoying you.

6^th October 2011 – Jake – U can't annoy me. BTW which lips are u working on?

6^th October 2011 – Neytiri - Need some help flicking the bean. Never was any good at doing it myself.

6^th October 2011 – Jake – Just picture Nobby's Nuts & my tongue;) U'll b squirtin in no time

6^th October 2011 – Neytiri - Home now.

6^th October 2011 – Jake – Sorry; give me 15. Phone or skype?

6^th October 2011 – Neytiri – Skype

6^th October 2011 – Jake – Ok, may b a while before I can get to the computer as being otherwise used. Don't call me, I'll call u.

6^th October 2011 – Jake – Sorry, still waiting for computer to become available..Ish'llah

6^th October 2011 – Jake – The more joyous you are about embracing life’s little obstacles along the way, the greater the chances you’ll be in it for the long haul.

How appropriate!..Ish'llah

12^th July 2012 – Neytiri – I may only be able to Skype for half an hour to an hour today. Is that ok for you or do you just want to see me Tuesday?

12^th July 2012 – Jake – Every second counts, half to 1 hour is good. Let me know when.

12^th July 2012 – Neytiri – Probably same time. Will text you if anything changes.

13^th July 2012 – Jake – Remember to bring your copy of the Big Book..Isjh’llah

13^th July 2012 – Neytiri – Its already with my stuff. It just needs to be packed.

15^th July 2012 – Neytiri – How are you felling.

15^th July 2012 – Jake – I feel so grateful. The Force is too strong. My soul is counting the hours! How about u?

15^th July 2012 – Neytiri – To be honest i was anxious. I just needed to know that this is what you still want.

15^th July 2012 – Jake – ICU! More that life itself! Search your heart & soul & when u see me there you’ll know. Let go & Let God..Ish’llah

23^rd July 2012 – Jake – The Force is strong

23^rd July 2012 – Jake – I’m back.

25^th July 2012 – Jake – I miss you so much already!

25^th July 2012 – Neytiri – I miss you too. Do you want some salad when you get back?

25^th July 2012 – Jake – Ok.Should be back in (what will feel like a long) 30 mins

8^th August 2012 – Jake Don’t thank. You don’t thank for this! This is sad. Very sad only.

8^th August 2012 – Neytiri – Are you alright?

8^th August 2012 – Jake – Not really. What about you?

8^th August 2012 – Neytiri – Conflicted but then whats new. Do you want to Skype?

8^th August 2012 – Jake – Skype would be good. Let me know when. The Force has been too strong to ignore..Ish’llah

8^th August 2012 – Neytiri – The laptop has packed in. I’m going now to see if I can get it fixed, think its just the adaptor will let you know when

8^th August 2012 – Neytiri – I’m on now so whenever you’re free.

12^th August 2012 – Jake – I'm happiest when I'm being myself, and I'm myself when I'm with you..Ish’llah

23^rd August 2012 – Neytiri – Kids are home so can we make it at 1 tomorrow?

23^rd August 2012 – Jake – 1 is good. How r u? Can’t wait til tomorrow.

23^rd August 2012 – Neytiri – Me too, can’t wait. I’ve missed you.

24^th August 2012 – Neytiri – Give me 10 more.

25^th August 2012 – Neytiri – I feel exactly like i did last year, sitting in the tesco  car park. I want to Skype you next week.

25^th August 2012 – Jake – I know. I SEE YOU. I AM because you are. Chillax. Let me know when u want to call.

29^th August 2012 – Neytiri – I ‘m just getting frustrated. I can’t even get to Skype you. It may have to be next week. I miss you so so much.

29^th August 2012 – Jake – Ditto! No wukaz! Chocolate sauce works for me.

4^th September 2012 – Neytiri – Are you good to Skype Thursday?

4^th September 2012 – Jake – U really are testing my patience; tearing me up! What time?

4^th September 2012 – Neytiri – So sorry. Its just Tsu’tey was home until now on sick, he had the flu. Anyway kids start school tomorrow so it’ll be just you and me Thursday. Please please forgive me.

4^th September 2012 – Neytiri – 12.30 will be good.

4^th September – Jake – God forgives; I don’t (just kidding). U should know you don’t need to be forgiven; it’s a given between soulmates. Just don’t abuse the privilege; keep me in the loop. It’s not easy staying PRESENT in the dark!..Ish’llah

11^th September – Jake – My Red String broke! When is Mrs Sully coming to tie another one?

13^th September 2012 – Neytiri – Yeh mine fell off too a couple of weeks back. Tuesday was rough but then i was expecting it to be.

13^th September – Jake – Do u want to Skype?

13^th September 2012 – Neytiri – No i can do this.

13^th September – Jake – You r obviously stronger than me! The Force is too much for me..Ish’llah

13^th September 2012 – Neytiri – Do you want to Skype me?

13^th September – Jake – Only if u r unmasked?

13^th September 2012 – Neytiri – Oh Yeh i think you’re gonna see it all. I’m irritable today.

13^th September – Jake – Give me 10.

13^th September – Jake – Why am I waiting?

13^th September 2012 – Neytiri – Have some patience.

21^st September 2012 – Neytiri – Not hearing from you is just killing me.

21^st September 2012 – Jake – Sorry, me thinks u wanna forget us. R u ok to Skype now?

21^st September 2012 – Neytiri – No I’m at the gym. Just finished a spin class. Now waiting to do a yoga class at 1.30. Not having a good day but that is not why I’m thinking of you. Just miss you a lot. This is gonna be tougher that I thought. Gonna need a way bigger boat maybe a ship.

25^th September 2012 – Neytiri – Skype me before I start eating a whole lot of crap.

25^th September 2012 – Jake – Mask on/off? Give me 10.

25^th September 2012 – Neytiri – Whatever, just Skype me.

1^st October 2012 – Neytiri – Give me till 1 and wait for me if I’m late.

1^st October 2012 – Neytiri – Are you gonna Skype me today?

1^st October 2012 – Jake – I didn’t get txt on time. I waited patiently till 10:30 then retired. Thought u forgot. Apologies for doubting your resolve. R u ok to Skype today? Better late than never.

1^st October 2012 – Neytiri – Yes 12.30. Text you if anything changes. I have P at home not feeling so good.

3^rd October 2012 – Neytiri – Kids have an apt tomorrow at 10.40. I could be late getting back maybe around 1. Will it still be good for you?

3^rd October 2012 – Jake – Hell Yeah! Txt me when u r headin home.

4^th October 2012 – Neytiri – Give me 10

5^th October 2012 – Jake – Read: In This Moment: January 5..Ish’llah

17^th October 2012 – Neytiri – I know its late, I don’t even know what to say. Maybe just goodnight.

18^th October 2012 – Jake – Felipe the Balloonman could do with an English McMuffin! R U ok to Skype today?

18^th October 2012 – Neytiri – Is that a trick question. 12.30 good for you?.

18^th October 2012 – Jake – Hell yeah!

19^th October 2012 – Neytiri – Are you free to Skype me now. I know we weren’t meant to but just feel like it.

20^th October 2012 – Jake – Sorry, had an early nite. I don’t belong in your world nor on your chosen path. Have no doubt our paths will X again. May u be blessed with eternal JPL…Ish’llah

11^th November 2012 – Neytiri – Did you Skype me yesterday?

12^th November 2012 – Jake – Tomorrow is World Kindness Day & Festival of Lights! R u ok to Skype whilst this auspicious window is open?...Maktub!

12^th November 2012 – Neytiri – Yes. Ok to Skype.

12^th November 2012 – Jake – What time?

12^th November 2012 – Neytiri – 12.30. You probably know its 10 hours difference.

13^th November 2012 – Neytiri – Give me 5.

19^th November 2012 – Neytiri – I’m out between 11 and 1.30. But I’m free before and after. Maybe we could do a short Skype today when it suits you or I could wait till tomorrow.

19^th November 2012 – Jake – Give me 5.

20^th November 2012 – Neytiri – Can you Skype even if it’s a quick one after the gym. Really have to go today.

20^th November 2012 – Jake – Ok. Txt me when u get home.

20^th November 2012 – Neytiri – I’m good to Skype now.

21^st November 2012 – Jake – What’s the latest?

21^st November 2012 – Neytiri – Its booked. Tsu’tey did it.

21^st November 2012 – Jake – Maktub!

27^thNovember 2012 – Jake – Are we on todayt?

27^thNovember 2012 – Neytiri – 12.30 good for you?

27^thNovember 2012 – Jake – Ok

29^thNovember 2012 – Neytiri – Go on now

6^th December 2012 – Neytiri – Got home early. On Skype now if you are free

12^th December 2012 – Neytiri – Can you Skype now

12^th December 2012 – Jake – Ok

19^th December 2012 – Jake – I care how I feel & I’m willing to make efforts to improve the way I feel!

26^th December 2012 – Neytiri – Can you Skype now or did you want an early night.

26^th December 2012 – Jake – Ok to Skype. Had an early one last nite.

29^th December 2012 – Jake – M wants to Skype u. What suits u; your Sunday or Monday morning, for a quickie and 20 questions.

30^th December 2012 – Neytiri – Didn’t charge the phone. It will have to be tomorrow.

31^st December 2012 – Neytiri – Do you want to Skype now

1^st January 2013 – Neytiri – When can you Skype? Will stay on from now.

1^st January 2013 – Jake – Give me 10.

4^th January 2013 – Neytiri – Just thinking of you again.

7^th January 2013 – Neytiri – How about we Skype tomorrow 12.15. We can make it shorter I know it gets late for you.

7^th January 2013 – Jake – I can’t wait that long. How about a quickie (max 30mins) 2day?

7^th January 2013 – Neytiri – In 15

9^th January 2013 – Neytiri – Can you do a quick Skype now?

10^th January 2013 – Neytiri – Whenever you’re ready.

11^th January 2013 – Jake – Whenever you’re ready.

12^th February 2013 – Jake – Thursday is VD & I WANT TO SEE YOU (unmasked) on this providential day. Depends on what 'Simon says'. Can u get The Key & let me know either way?...Ish’allh

12^th February 2013 – Neytiri – I’ll text you when. Probably 12.30

14^th February 2013 – Neytiri – Whenever you’re ready.

15^th February 2013 – Neytiri – I want to apologise for yesterday. I wasn’t present.

19^th February 2013 – Neytiri – I miss you so so much.

20^th February 2013 – Jake – The FORCE is intense. I wanna see you 2DAY! Let me know time.

20^th February 2013 – Neytiri – I want to see you too. Maybe a quicky, you know about my life of details. Text you after the physio.

20^th February 2013 – Neytiri – I’m home now so I’ll just be on.

21^st February 2013 – Neytiri – I’m home now.

25^th February 2013 – Neytiri – How’s tomorrow for you around the same time.

25^th February 2013 – Jake – What do u mean by same time?

25^th February 2013 – Neytiri – No. Ok I’ll get back early. How about 11.30.

25^th February 2013 – Jake – That’s better. Good 2 C U remember your promises!

7^th March 2013 – Jake – Are we on or r u splitting the atom?

7^th March 2013 – Neytiri – I’m in the shops. If you’re willing to wait then 12:30. Let me know.

7^th March 2013 – Jake – Love gives all and requires nothing...Ish’llah

11^th March 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me tomorrow 11.30.

14^th March 2013 – Neytiri – It would have to be 12.30 today unless you want an early night.

14^th March 2013 – Jake – It is what it is!

14^th March 2013 – Neytiri – I’m home of you want to go on.

20^th March 2013 – Neytiri – Hurry up!

30^th March 2013 – Neytiri – I want to see you. If you’re awake go on, if not I’ll have to wait

3^rd April 2013 – Neytiri – Can you go on now for a quicky.

4^th April 2013 – Neytiri – Go on if you can.

5^th April 2013 – Neytiri – Get in the car and Skype me if you have to.

6^th April 2013 – Neytiri – Are you free to do a quick Skype I see you’re on.

7^th April 2013 – Neytiri – Can you do a real quicky.

9^th April 2013 – Neytiri – Ready when you are.

10^th April 2013 – Jake – Pick him from the office.

10^th April 2013 – Neytiri – Hey you’ve got the wrong babe.

10^th April 2013 – Jake – Oops!

11^th April 2013 – Neytiri – Can you Skype me for a quicky.

15^th April 2013 – Neytiri – I found the one parking that was left

15^th April 2013 – Jake – I rest my case. Keep the FAITH…Ish’llah!

17^th April 2013 – Neytiri – I miss you. Where are you.

17^th April 2013 – Jake – Right where I should be; waiting for you…Ish’llah!

2^nd May 2013 – Neytiri – I stayed home today so Skype me if you can.

May 4^th 2013 – Jake – May The Fourth Always Be With Us…Insa!

6^th May 2013 – Neytiri – Could we Skype tomorrow. It’s a holiday here today. I miss you.

6^th May 2013 – Jake – Insa!

9^th May 2013 – Neytiri – I want you to Skype me, if and whenever you can.

14^th May 2013 – Neytiri – Text me when you’ve finished coda.

14^th May 2013 – Jake – I’m finished. Why?

14^th May 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me then.

15^th May 2013 – Neytiri – Could we Skype tomorrow. I miss you.

15^th May 2013 – Jake – Insa! Txt me.

16^th May 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me as soon as you can.

20^th May 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me.

21^st May 2013 – Neytiri – If you’re home go on.

22^nd May 2013 – Neytiri – Its gonna be after 1.00 are you willing to wait?

22^nd May 2013 – Jake – Ever willing..Ish’llah

22^nd May 2013 – Neytiri – Why are you not on.

23^rd May 2013 – Neytiri – I’ll be waiting.

24^th May 2013 – Neytiri – I have until 11 if you can Skype.

28^th May 2013 – Neytiri – Go on whenever you can.

30^th May 2013 – Jake – Lonely days/nites r ova coz this time babe, I’m comin home to u..Maktub!

30^th May 2013 – Jake – I’m luvin the feelin of comin home to u; yr TMT & small feet…Ish’llah

30^th May 2013 – Jake – Getting closer. Just be here & now. Just be there; UNMASKED!

12^th June 2013 – Jake – Pray you find GOD & US in YOU. Thank you in advance..Maktub!

12^th June 2013 – Neytiri – Thank you too. Will Skype you soon. I love you.

13^th June 2013 – Jake – Home is where the HEART is…Ish’llah

13^th June 2013 – Neytiri – If you can Skype me.

13^th June 2013 – Jake – Around 10 ok for you?

13^th June 2013 – Neytiri – Sorry that was my window. I’ll text you if and when I get another today, otherwise tomorrow.

13^th June 2013 – Neytiri – Have a window now.

16^th June 2013 – Jake – It’s done. I want to see you for a heart talk. Let me know what suits.

16^th June 2013 – Neytiri – Can you Skype now.

18^th June 2013 – Jake – The Force is string! R u ok 2 Skype later?

18^th June 2013 – Neytiri – Yes. Text me after 12.

18^th June 2013 – Jake – R u ready?

18^th June 2013 – Neytiri – Sorry got late. On my way home. Text you when I get there.

18^th June 2013 – Neytiri – Here now.

20^th June 2013 – Neytiri – Text you when I get home around 12.30

25^th June 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me at 12.

27^th June 2013 – Neytiri – Could you go on now?

1^st July 2013 – Jake – Remember 2day is LD (& so is every day). So be kind when u farewell buggerlugs!...Ish’llah

1^st July 2013 – Neytiri – Did my farewell last night. He left early this morning. Anyway did you give Mo’at Tsu’tey’s correct number. Check against the email I sent you.

2^nd July 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me at 12.30. I’ll be on.

4^th July 2013 – Neytiri – Skype at 11.15. I’ll be on. I miss you.

5^th July 2013 – Neytiri – I want to Skype whenever you can. If not its fine I’ll read.

8^th July 2013 – Neytiri –Do you want a quicky. I see you’re on.

9^th July 2013 – Neytiri –Skype me. I was upstairs.

15^th July 2013 – Neytiri – I’m on if you can do a quicky.

16^th July 2013 – Neytiri – I miss you. Goodnight

16^th July 2013 – Jake – WTF! Where r u?

16^th July 2013 – Neytiri – I’m stuck here at the hospital waiting for my sister. Simon is home tomorrow text you thursday Friday.

18^th July 2013 – Neytiri – Skype at 1. Will let you know anything changes. I don’t know if I have N with me today. I love you.

18^th July 2013 – Neytiri – Where are you.

19^th July 2013 – Neytiri – I’ll be on whenever you’re ready.

26^th July 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me if you can.

27^th July 2013 – Neytiri – Go on if you can, if not I’ll iron.

30^th July 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me when you can.

6^th August 2013 – Neytiri – I really really really miss you and I can’t Skype you. We have no wi-fi and don’t know when we’ll get connected. Text me back after CoDA, cause I just wanna hear from you. I love you.

6^th August 2013 – Jake – Our song’s playing on the radio! Do u want me to call now?

6^th August 2013 – Neytiri – No I’m not at home.

6^th August 2013 – Jake – On the mobile, Dork

6^th August 2013 – Neytiri – Oh sorry. Sorry got to empty the house and clean. Everything all over the place between 2 houses and I can’t find anything. Getting pissed off.

12^th August 2013 – Neytiri – Call me when you can on the landline. It’s the same number. I’ve missed you.

12^th August 2013 – Jake – R u ok to talk now?

12^th August 2013 – Neytiri – Yes

13^th August 2013 – Neytiri – I’m sorry I cut you off yesterday. I don’t know why I get so stressed. I love and miss you. When do you get back to B?

13^th August 2013 – Jake – Call me now, otherwise I’m back in paradise tomorrow..Ish’llah

13^th August 2013 – Neytiri – I didn’t get a phone card from Simon so it will have to tomorrow.

13^th August 2013 – Jake – I’ll call u. Mobile or landline?

13^th August 2013 – Neytiri – Landline

16^th August 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me if you can. I’ll be on.

19^th August 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me when you can.

20^th August 2013 – Neytiri – Home now.

23^rd August 2013 – Neytiri – I’m on if you can.

24^th August 2013 – Neytiri – I’m on now.

27^th August 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me when you’re back.

31^st August 2013 – Neytiri – Are you up for a quicky.

31^st August 2013 – Jake – R u still good for a quicky?

31^st August 2013 – Neytiri – Yes

2^nd September 2013 – Neytiri – I’ll be on.

3^rd September 2013 – Neytiri – I’m sorry it slipped my mind. I’m picking up B from the airport this afternoon. Skype you Thursday. I miss you.

5^th September 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me.

11^th September 2013 – Neytiri – Sorry I can’t Skype today. I’ll text you tomorrow. I love you.

16^th September 2013 – Neytiri – Are you good to Skype 12:30 today?

16^th September 2013 – Jake – U bet..Ish’llah

20^th September 2013 – Neytiri – Can you Skype me now. If not then I can wait till next week.

23^rd September 2013 – Jake – R U ok to Skype?

23^rd September 2013 – Neytiri – Yes give me 5.

4^th November 2013 – Jake – I want to SEE YOU. Let it BE, today…Ish’llah!

4^th November 2013 – Neytiri – I’d love to see you too. I’m on.

6^th November 2013 – Neytiri – I want you to Skype me.

11^th November 2013 – Neytiri – I’ll be on if you’re free.     

14^th November 2013 – Neytiri – I’m running late. Is 12 good for you?

14^th November 2013 – Jake – Ish’llah!

14^th November 2013 – Jake – WTF?

14^th November 2013 – Neytiri – I’m waiting and on.

19^th November 2013 – Neytiri – Be home at 12. Running late.

21^st November 2013 – Neytiri – You’re offline. You call me.

25^th November 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me when you can.

26^th November 2013 – Neytiri – I’m home.

28^th November 2013 – Neytiri – I didn’t go to the gym today so Skype me.

2^nd December 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me when you’re done.

3^rd December 2013 – Neytiri – Home now.

6^th December 2013 – Neytiri – I’m home if you still want to go on.

6^th December 2013 – Jake – Ok go on.

10^th December 2013 – Jake – I wish u 1 thing, 2 give u the chance, 2 C yourself as I SEE YOU! Only then would u realised how special u really r. Happy Birthday! I Want To See U 2day.

10^th December 2013 – Jake – PS: No Sex 2day! Because you’ll need all your energy to blow out the candles!..Love Jake

10^th December 2013 – Neytiri – Running late. Sorry. Give me till 12.

10^th December 2013 – Neytiri – Give me 5.

10^th December 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me.

12^th December 2013 – Neytiri – Skype me when you’re ready.

16^th December 2013 – Neytiri – Go on now.

17^th December 2013 – Neytiri – Skype at 12.

20^th December 2013 – Neytiri – Can have a quicky as soon as you can or not. Simon is on leave. Text me.

20^th December 2013 – Neytiri – I’m one with you.

25^th December 2013 – Neytiri – I wish i could have been home for Christmas. I miss you so much.

25^th December 2013 – Jake – Sitting on the deck wishing you were here. Merry Xmas.

30^th December 2013 – Neytiri – I’m on if you have 15.

30^th December 2013 – Jake – R u there?

30^th December 2013 – Neytiri – Sorry no. It will have to be another time, I love you.

30^th December 2013 – Neytiri – Are you still free.

30^th December 2013 – Jake – Yes, R u good for a quickie?

30^th December 2013 – Neytiri – Yes

1^st January 2014 – Neytiri – Sending love and warm wishes for a very happy new year.

2^nd January 2014 – Neytiri – Is it too late for a quicky.

2^nd January 2014 – Jake – R u still good for a quickie?

2^nd January 2014 – Neytiri – Yes

7^th January 2014 – Neytiri – Are you good to Skype 11:30?

7^th January 2014 – Jake – U bet! Don’t be lateJ

7^th January 2014 – Neytiri – I am gonna be late. Have to pick up B early. Text you around 12 – 12:30.

7^th January 2014 – Neytiri – Skype me now.

8^th January 2014 – Neytiri – Do you have time for a quicky. I have till 10:30.

8^th January 2014 – Jake – Give me 10.

9^th January 2014 – Neytiri – Home now.

10^th January 2014 – Neytiri – I’m home till 11 if you’re free.

13^th January 2014 – Neytiri – I’m on

13^th January 2014 – Jake – The power is gone. Txt me when u r ready tomorrow.

13^th January 2014 – Neytiri – Goodnight. I miss you already.

14^th January 2014 – Neytiri – I’ll be home 11.30.

15^th January 2014 – Neytiri – I’ll be on when you’re ready.

16^th January 2014 – Jake – I may only have til 1 2day; so try 2 be early...Ish’llah

16^th January 2014 – Neytiri – Home now if you’re good to Skype

16^th January 2014 – Jake – R u still there 4 a quicky?

16^th January 2014 – Neytiri – Yes

17^th January 2014 – Neytiri – Skype me

24^th January 2014 – Jake – How’s the progress on Promise 1?

24^th January 2014 – Neytiri – There’s one tiny thing you need to know about me. I’m absolutely rubbish at keeping promises. Glad thats cleared. So are you all set in your new home?

24^th January 2014 – Jake – Don’t make promises u can’t keepL. TV & internet set; otherwise a jigsaw puzzle. Miss u..Ish’llah

24^th January 2014 – Neytiri – Miss you too.

24^th January 2014 – Jake – Know this: My promise to us will always BE. My heart & door are eternally open to us. I love you more than life itself...Maktub!

29^th January 2014 – Neytiri – I don’t want to irriatate you, i just need to know that you’re good.

29^th January 2014 – Jake – U can never irritate us. I’m peachy. I’m eternally one with you. Let me know when u want to see me..Ish’llah

29^th January 2014 – Neytiri – I’ll be on tomorrow as soon as you can. If not, then whenever its meant to be.

29^th January 2014 – Jake – I’ll txt u when I’m ready. I will have M, so after 9:30.