Monday, 31 December 2012

Endless Love (S)

It may be the end of the year but our LOVE is ENDLESS!



My love,
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's bright

My first love,
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make


And I
(I-I-I-I-I)
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do...


And your eyes
Your eyes, your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love


Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun


Forever
(ohhhhhh)
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms


And love
Oh, love
I'll be a fool
For you,
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Oh, you know I don't mind

'cause you,
You mean the world to me
Oh
I know
I know
I've found in you
My endless love


Oooh-woow
Boom, boom
Boom, boom, boom, boom, booom
Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom

Oooh, and love
Oh, love
I'll be that fool
For you,
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Oh you know
I don't mind

And, yes
You'll be the only one
'cause no one can deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you

My love
My love, my love
My endless love

Mountain Meditation

Finding Your Pinnacle
by Madisyn Taylor


Meditating near a mountain can be both powerful and grounding in a most profound way.


Throughout history, humankind has stood in awe of mountains. The strength and sturdiness evident in the rocky crags and smooth slopes of peaks around the globe have from time immemorial inspired creativity and kindled courage. Mountains have been venerated by many cultures, which worshipped great summits as gods and sacred beings. In their looming presence, humanity has seen power, steadfastness, and resolve. Yet you needn’t live near a mountain to tap into this vast energy of commanding grandeur. Conversely, since mountains are as unique in form as human beings, your locale may exist under the unwavering gaze of a small mountain without your knowing it. As you practice mountain meditation, the power that lurks in the heart of all mountains will flow into you while their essential beauty reminds you that you, too, are a creature of the earth.

If there are mountains in your area, plan to spend some time enjoying the peaceful embrace of Mother Nature, which can be a potent meditation aid. Likewise, grasping a rock or stone in your hand will enable you to easily tap into earth energy. If you are prevented by circumstance from visiting a mountain, however, begin by visualizing yourself at the base of a towering summit. Holding a rock can be helpful to tune into mountain energy. You may find yourself picturing a steep and majestic snowcapped peak or a lush, tree-covered mass that rises gently from the earth. Sit or imagine yourself sitting at the mountain’s base and spend a few minutes simply coexisting with it. When you feel tranquil, express your intention to commune with your mountain and ask to receive its energy. Project your consciousness onto the mountain’s peak, and look down upon the flatlands over which it stands guard. Send light to the flora and fauna that call the mountain home. You may discover that you feel wonderfully immense and unshakable as you delve deeper into the meditation.

Finally, ask the mountain to serve as a guide and give it your sincerest gratitude. If you have literally visited a plateau or summit, pass time with the mountain by camping, hiking, or picnicking upon it. Or, if your journey has been a spiritual one, use your imagination to survey the sights, sounds, and scents of your mountain. As your explorations progress, you will become ever more grounded, growing gradually into your personal power. When you are finished meditating with mountain energy, give thanks to this strong and powerful energy for sharing time with you.

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Sunday, 30 December 2012

Me So Horny (S)




What'll we get for ten dollars?
Every 'ting you want
Everything?
Every'ting
Ooh! Don't do that, baby! Ahh!
Hold on this! Oh, sock it to me! Aaahh!
Ooohh!


Chorus (repeated during breakdowns):

Ahh! Me so horny!
Me love you long time!


Verse 1: [Brother Marquis]
Sittin' at home with my dick on hard
So I got the black book for a freak to call
Picked up the telephone, then dialed the 7 digits
Said, "Yo, this Marquis, baby! Are you down with it?"
I arrived at her house, knocked on the door
Not having no idea of what the night had in store
I'm like a dog in heat, a freak without warning
I have an appetite for sex, 'cause me so horny

Chorus

Verse 2: [Fresh Kid Ice]
Girls always ask me why I fuck so much
I say "What's wrong, baby doll, with a quick nut?"
'Cause you're the one, and you shouldn't be mad
I won't tell your mama if you don't tell your dad
I know he'll be disgusted when he sees your pussy busted
Won't your mama be so mad if she knew I got that ass?
I'm a freak in heat, a dog without warning
My appetite is sex, 'cause me so horny

Chorus

Verse 3: [Brother Marquis]
You can say I'm desperate, even call me perverted
But you say I'm a dog when I leave you fucked and deserted
I'll play with your heart just like it's a game
I'll be blowing your mind while you're blowing my brains
I'm just like that man they call Georgie Puddin' Pie
I fuck all the girls and I make 'em cry
I'm like a dog in heat, a freak without warning
I have an appetite for sex, 'cause me so horny.

Chorus
Breakdown(4x):

Ahh! Hold on this! Oh, sock it to me!


Chorus

Verse 4: [Fresh Kid Ice]
It's true, you were a virgin until you met me
I was the first to make you hot and wetty-wetty
You tell your parents that we're goin' out
Never to the movies, just straight to my house
You said it yourself, you like it like I do
Put your lips on my dick, and suck my asshole too
I'm a freak in heat, a dog without warning
My appetite is sex, 'cause me so horny

Chorus
Breakdown (repeated till end of track):

Fuckie suckie. Me fuckie suckie.

Expressions of the Heart

LIVING A LIE!

I watched the movie "The Debt" and it had so much meaning for us. The consequences of living a lie for more than 30 years and then finally facing the TRUTH!

To Thy Ownself; Be True! The time is ripe for me to face my truth and hopefully not wait 30 years!

The following resonated for us:

I wrote you letters.
But you never sent them.
I wanted to see you.
All that time and not a word.......

I would have told the Truth.
And what would have happened to us?
We'd be Free! Whatever happended to us, it seemd to me, we would be Free. Don't you agree? Aren't you tired of this?.............
Anyway, it isn't just us. There's Sarah. She hasn't done anythingh wrong. If the Truth were to come out now, it would destroy her. So no. I would not have told the Truth.................

What if we could go back. If I had waited for you. If you had come. Would it be different?
We can't go back...............

This was a lie. A lie I have lived with for 30 years. And now I understand that I must tell the TRUTH!
-------------------------------------------------

Creating Meaningful Homemade Gifts
by Madisyn Taylor


During this season of giving, it is the intention behind the thought that is most important.


The gifts we craft with our own hands are often the most significant because the love that drove us to create is infused in the products of our creation. And the recipients of these homemade offerings receive a token of our willingness to invest ourselves in their joy. Allow these ideas to inspire you:

1. When you craft a beautifully decorated prayer box (or jar) for loved ones, you give them the gift of spiritual awareness. As you share this gift, explain that it should serve as a receptacle for their hopes, dreams, and loves—as well as worries—and thus a reminder of who they were, are, and will someday be.

2. If you love journaling, share your writing joy with family and friends by giving each a unique, handmade personal journal. A simple spiral notebook dressed up with paper, fabric, photographs, or other embellishments will give your loved ones a special place to record their private thoughts.

3. Erase the distance between yourself and your far away loved ones by presenting each with a photo journal documenting how your life has changed in the past year. Or introduce them to your locale with a homemade guidebook that highlights everything you love about your town or city.

4. When you sew medicine bags for the people you care about, you can rest assured your gift will always be close to their hearts. A small pouch can be filled with many meditative or symbolic items, such as quartz crystals, sage, or magical objects.

5. A progressive photo album, wherein pictures tell the story of your relationships from the past up to the present, can be a simple yet poignant reminder of the many wonderful experiences you and your loved ones have shared over the years.

6. Give the gift of serenity with a guided meditation you create and record to CD or tape. Your loved ones will take pleasure in being led through tranquil landscapes by the soothing sound of your voice.

7. Hand-crafted ornaments that can be hung on trees, in windows, and on walls afford you an opportunity to surround the important people in your life with beauty. Whether you prefer to work with clay, crystals, fabric, baked dough, or natural objects, your gift can serve as a calming focal point in your loved ones’ homes.

Whether you choose to give a gift or simply share your friendship and love, remember that it is the intention behind the thought that is most important.

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Saturday, 29 December 2012

The Show (S)




I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why


Slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot to be something I'm not
I'm a fool out of love 'cause I just can't get enough


I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show


The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs and synchronize in time
It's a joke nobody knows, they've got a ticket to the show

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show, just enjoy the show

I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show
I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show

Maintaining the Flow

A Clear Current 
by Madisyn Taylor


Life energy flows through us like a swift stream when there is nothing to obstruct it.


The essence of all being is energy. Our physical and ethereal selves depend on the unrestricted flow of life energy that is the source of wholeness and wellness. Though the channels through which this energy flows are open systems and influenced by factors outside of our control, we ultimately choose what impact these will have in our lives. It is up to us to identify and clear blockages in the energy field to ensure that flow is maintained. A healthy, grounded individual absorbs some portion of the energy emitted by other people and the environment, but this does not interrupt the continuous stream of balanced energy sustaining them. The same individual copes constructively with stress and upset, and they are not subject to the stagnation that frequently goes hand in hand with negativity. When we keep the energy in and around our bodies flowing harmoniously, we are naturally healthy, vibrant, and peaceful.

Life energy flows through us like a swift stream when there is nothing to obstruct it, but various forces such as trauma, downbeat vibrations, and disappointments act like stones that impede the current. If we allow these to pile up, our life energy is thrown off its course or blocked entirely, causing illness, restlessness, and a lack of vigor. If, however, we take the time to clear these forces away, we rob them of the power to impact our lives. When we cultivate simple yet affirmative habits such as taking regular cleansing baths, practicing meditation and breathing exercises, smudging, and self-shielding, we protect ourselves from outside influences that might otherwise impede our energy flow. Likewise, we lessen the impact of inner influences when we clear our auras of unwanted attachments and divest ourselves of blocked emotions.

A strong and fluid energy field is the key that unlocks the doors of self-healing and peace of mind. Your awareness of the flow of energy sustaining you empowers you to take charge of your own well-being by taking steps to unblock, correct, and enhance that flow. Fear will likely be the culprit when you cannot identify the source of stagnation—you may simply be afraid to let go of what is obstructing the flow. Letting go can be challenging, but the exuberance you will feel when the flow is restored will be a welcome and blessed reward.

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Friday, 28 December 2012

Time of Your Life


Time of Your Life

Do you reflect upon the years gone by
as you prepare for yet one more,
with promises and resolutions
that you have made before?

Do memories of people and places
once as sharp as any knife
now blend in bits and pieces
in a kaleidoscope of life?

Do you squander precious minutes
seeking reasons why you're here,
contemplating your life's purpose
year after passing year?

Persuade yourself to understand,
it matters not the reason.
Your purpose is to seize the life
in every passing season!

Learn to see things differently.
Let your thoughts and actions change.
Allow your views of past and present
to slowly rearrange.

Let your spirit start anew;
become focused and aware
of the moments and the blessings
that surround you everywhere!

Do not permit past memories:
the where…the who…the how
to become more important
than the ones you’re making now.

Live life in person;
inhabit every day.
You may not like where you are now,
but you’re there anyway!

A lifetime is a puzzle,
every failure, each success
adds another jagged piece
to fit together with the rest.

To finish the picture
and view the masterpiece whole,
fill the time of your life
with your heart and your soul.

Acquaint yourself with your feelings
and heighten your senses.
Experience living.
Put down your defenses.

You don't have to know why
you are you, and I’m me.
Believe it is what it is
and it’s how it should be.

You did not choose your date of birth,
nor do you know your last,
so live this gift that is your present,
before it becomes your past.

Linda Ellis, copyright 2011

End of Year Ritual for Harvesting 2012


Before you skip, dive, dance, or tippy toe into a brand New year, don’t be so quick to turn your back on 2012 without an honouree farewell; a taking stock, gathering of gifts, and owning of the magic moments, love, growth, blessings, learning, healing, strengths, accomplishments, etc., that ensued.
This ‘Closing Ceremony’ also includes forgiving, accepting and letting go of painful or constricting experiences, patterns, or pitfalls, which can also hold gifts, whether you are aware of them presently or not.
In all life areas there will be jewels to harvest, hone, learn from, build on and more fully allow in through acknowledgement, appreciation and gratitude from 2012, and at different levels, physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
The below questions will help you pluck and polish the gems of 2012!
You may want to copy and paste the questions into a word document and allow space between each so you can fully respond in writing.
Firstly, is there anything icky or heavy you want to get off your chest about 2012 before entering 2013?
Any anger, grief, pain, sorrow, resentment, regret, hurt, confusion, judgment, righteousness, pity or otherwise? If you feel it will serve you, allow yourself to feel these feelings, have a last rant, winge, moan, vent to get them off your chest once and for all. You may want to write them down and burn the paper, or express them in whatever way helps you release them most effectively (and cleanly, i.e. without dumping them on another!).
Now take a deep breath and let out a big relieving sigh *aaaaaah*. There we go. End of those stories, and on with…
Harvest time!
To extract the juice from 2012, answer the questions below.
* What dreams came true in 2012?
* How did your love of self, life and others, show up in 2012 – in your work, relationships, and life in general?
* What personal strengths did you discover, apply, stretch or develop?
* What served as a catalyst for your growth and transformation that you can now be grateful for, even if challenging or painful at the time?
* What new skills, insights and wisdom did you acquire in 2012?
* What can you forgive yourself for in 2012?
* What and who else can you forgive and let go of from 2012?
* What achievements and accomplishments can you congratulate yourself for?
* What beautiful lessons did you learn in 2012?
* List some of 2012’s magic moments!
* What do you feel were any ‘weak’ areas or attributes that you would like to build on in 2013 (relationships, fun, finances, self-love, business, freedom, leisure, work, commitment, forgiveness, expressing your truth, acting on opportunity, etc.)?
* What and who are you grateful for this 2012, and why? (You may also want to make a phone call or send a thank you card, email or text to someone to express that thanks).
* What or who can you let go of from 2012? (This can include a pattern, grievance, person, belief, resentment, attitude, emotion, attribute, behaviour, story, situation, judgment (against self or other), habit, etc.).
* Where did you courageously step outside of your comfort zone in 2012?
* What new people did you meet in 2012 that your heart is grateful for?
* What did you absolutely LOVE that happened in 2012?
Answers to some of these questions may overlap. You don’t have to answer them all – feel free to focus on those that most resonate, though I recommend answering the forgiveness and gratitude questions to enhance the letting go of constricting energy, and allowing in more of the positive, and using the energy of gratitude to call in and expand on the beautiful things that happened for 2013.
When you have answered the questions, read the answers back, honouring each by getting in touch with the feelings (of love, gratitude, appreciation, joy, acknowledgment, enthusiasm, self-respect, forgiveness, acceptance, letting go, etc.).
Reap and allow in the wonders of 2012!
Congratulate yourself for this year gone by and the gifts garnered. Allow yourself to feel the joy, gratitude, accomplishment, and celebration.
Feel grateful for all that you have, and all that you are, for your desire to make a difference, and your beautiful heart.
Much love,
Aine

Blessing Our Bodies

Self-Body Scan
by Madisyn Taylor


We can detect subtle changes in our own bodies by performing our own energy scan on a regular basis.

As the living vehicles for our spirits, our bodies deserve loving attention and care. We can positively affect our health, prevent illness, and heal injuries by regularly focusing our mental and spiritual energy on the workings of our bodies. This can be done by performing a body scan on yourself.

Begin by lying in a comfortable position and taking three deep cleansing breaths. Imagine, if you will, a sunbeam entering the top of your head. Feel this light slowly scanning each part of your internal body. Allow it to scan every cell in your body and keep breathing. Every time you exhale, blow out negative energy you may feel. Notice any changes in your body. Sensations may vary from person to person. You may feel a shift in body temperature, see a color or flash of light, or hear a voice offering you guidance. If you feel a block in a certain area of your body, sit with that block and feel into it. Ask your body why that block is there and what you need to do to release it. Try not to judge or analyze the wisdom that comes to you. Often, we experience energy blocks in our body because our body is trying to tell us something. You may want to breathe into that area until you feel the block dissolving. When you have finished your scan, take one last deep breath and exhale any energetic residue that you are ready to release.

The body doesn’t lie, and it has much wisdom to share with us. Any injuries or blocks that exist in our bodies are there so that we can learn from having them in our bodies. An existing injury can teach us to slow down or help us recognize that something is out of balance in our bodies. The more you scan your body, the better you will become at it. If you sense that something is not right in your body, you may want to visit a doctor and tell them about your experience. When you have finished your scan, don’t forget to thank your wonderful, amazing body.

This Is How We Do It (S)

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Thursday, 27 December 2012

Capricorn: Manifesting Positivity for Ourselves and the World



Last week, we entered the lunar month of Capricorn. The planet that rules the sign of Capricorn is Saturn. In conventional astrology, Saturn is known as “Old Father Time” because Saturn is said to “give no gifts.” So the rule of thumb for Saturn is this: Everything we receive, we must work for. 

This is why it is so appropriate that the sign of Capricorn is the goat. Have you ever seen a goat go up a hill? Well, its movement is slow and steady to say the least. And that is how Capricorns act. They walk methodically up the mountain, working hard and cutting no corners.

Saturn is also the “teacher” and “organizer” of the cosmos. For a person born under the sign of Capricorn, structure (especially a structured environment) is paramount. Because of this energy, we will need to behave like a goat this month. We will need to walk up the mountain slowly and keep going, practicing both patience and perseverance. If we try to charge full speed ahead or skip steps along the way, we may make things more difficult for ourselves than they need to be. What we can do, however, is use this constructive energy to create order in our lives where we need it: in our homes, our relationships, and our finances. 

Another cosmic change that takes place this month is that the planet Uranus, which was retrograde, is now direct. This means that its energy is again working in the cosmos. As you may know, Uranus is the planet of revolution, which means that this Uranus/Saturn combination will allow us to initiate structure and accomplish what we need to do in revolutionary ways. Let’s say a person wants to lose weight but can’t bring himself to commit to a diet. With the energy of Uranus, this person might first become a runner and then, in order to improve his running, change his eating habits. Eventually, he will lose weight, thereby accomplishing his goal, even if it’s not through the conventional “choose your diet and stick to it” plan.

The energy of Uranus can also help us revolutionize the ways we interact with others. This month, we can say to ourselves: “I am making a decision not to let other people step on me. I am making a decision not to say I agree with people when I don’t. I am making a decision not to do things that I don’t want to do.” The truth is that many of us constrain ourselves by doing things either because we feel we have to or because we think people won’t like us or accept us if we don’t. Well, now is the time to break free from these self-imposed limitations, to become more honest with ourselves, and to come from a place of awareness, love, and steadfastness in our actions.

Another aspect of Saturn is that as the sixth planet from the sun, it is very cold. This coldness can manifest in people born under this sign as a difficulty in breaking free from the rigidity of Saturn’s influence. These folks may even tell themselves at times: “People don’t like me. I don’t know how to get out of myself. I don’t know how to just be.” Fortunately, these feelings can be overcome. 
Overall, the energy of Capricorn can seem very confining. But as we learn in the Kabbalah Centre, within the greatest negativity lies the greatest potential for Light. Capricorns are materialistic, so they have the capability of becoming the most spiritual of all of the signs, sometimes possessing even psychic capabilities. Moreover, because of the coldness of Saturn, Capricorns have the potential to be the warmest and most loving people. 

For all of us, this month holds the same polarity. If we ask for it, we will have opportunities to manifest positivity for ourselves and for the world. There is no question that there are crazy, horrible things happening all around the globe. But at the same time, the combined efforts of all of us to swallow our pride, stupidity, and negativity, and to find the humanity in those around us can and will make a difference.

PEACE ON EARTH

The word “peace” is used this week perhaps more than any other time during the year.

We see it in big gold letters on greeting cards and we hear it from the voices of strangers in the street singing, “Peace on Earth, goodwill towards men.”

It’s nice to hear and it feels good.

It feels possible even. Because it is.

Even in this time when there is war and conflict, peace remains a possibility.

At the Kabbalah Centre, we teach that each of the 70 nations in the world has its own angel, who is a presiding minister over everything that happens with respect to that nation. When the angels of each nation hold hands in unity, there is peace. When they fight in the upper worlds, war breaks out in our physical world.

But there is a great secret given to us by the kabbalists: Though the angels determine what happens in the physical reality, we affect the angels with our consciousness and our actions. What a powerful understanding this is that we can control our own destiny beyond the scope of the heavens!

If we want a reality of peace, we need to have a consciousness of peace. No matter what.

Real peace is unconditional. It doesn’t care who did what to whom. It doesn’t depend on us being comfortable. It doesn’t rely on feelings and it doesn’t come just when it’s easy and then go racing out the door when the going gets tough.

When we can look at friend or foe and respect them unconditionally, we can create a reality of peace.

It’s easy to start a conflict or a war, but it’s almost impossible to know how it will end.

From a global scale to our own personal lives, whether it is a fight between countries, a conflict with our neighbours or maybe just an argument with a family member, all it takes is just one person giving the other the space to be who he or she is.

It seems so simple, but truth is simple.

If we can take down our defenses long enough to see the Light that exists in the other human being across the battle field, across the street, or across the dinner table, we can move the angels to bring an end to all conflicts.

Peace is the eternal and lasting certainty that the Light is in everyone and everything. No matter what.

Joy to the world.

All the best,
Yehuda


72 Name of the Week

Hey Zayin Yud
ANGELIC INFLUENCES

I will transform my character.

As I close my eyes and reach out into the network of angels in the universe, I see the particles all around me, and I commit to connecting with the good forces. I will be more tolerant, sharing and compassionate.

I see an abundance of positive angels and welcome them into my real
m.

Blessings for Us and the World


I recently spoke about an experiment that was done where five monkeys were put in a cage with a banana hanging from the ceiling in the middle of the cage and a ladder going up to it. At first, the monkeys tried one by one to climb the ladder to get the banana. But each time one started to climb, the researcher sprayed the climbing monkey with water as well as the other four monkeys. 


Soon enough the monkeys learned that if one of them climbed the ladder, they all suffered, and eventually, none of them tried to climb at all. 

At this point, the researcher replaced one of the monkeys with a “new monkey” that knew nothing of the water. Not surprisingly, as soon as he saw the banana hanging from the ceiling, he ran to climb the ladder. Before the researcher was even able to spray him, the other four monkeys rushed that monkey and beat him to the ground. 

The same thing happened when they replaced yet another one of the original monkeys with a new one until eventually all the monkeys in the cage were “new.” Even though none of them had experienced the cold water, whenever a new monkey entered the cage and tried to climb the ladder, they beat him to the ground without really knowing why. As far as they were concerned, they didn’t climb the ladder because that was the way it was done. 

Why do I share this experiment? Well basically it is a powerful illustration of the thinking that all of us can fall into in our spiritual work. For example, when we first come to spirituality, we may say to ourselves: “Wow, this is amazing!!” Excited and inspired, we learn, we ask questions, and we go and tell all our friends and family about our new realizations. In the beginning we have this invigoration of energy. 

However, after we stay a while we lose a bit of this desire. We no longer go for bananas. Because we don’t see the big picture, we blindly accept what is right in front of us, and we don’t seek out more. We just sort of accept that we don’t need to go for the bananas. We do things because “this is how it is done,” or we just “go with the flow.”

Unfortunately or fortunately, we need to understand that if we truly want something in this world we first have to have the desire for it. If we want to be well, if we want to quit an addiction, if we want to change anything in our lives, large or small, we must have a desire for it. Everything starts with desire.

You know within each and every one of us there are two forces. There is the little Light inside of us that nudges us and says, “Don’t do that,” “help your friend,” or “go out of your way to make that phone call.” And then there is another much louder voice, the Desire to Receive for the Self Alone, which says: “It’s only once. It won’t bother you. Take a little extra for yourself. Cheat your partner, he won’t even know, or, who’s going to see you there?” The question is which side are we listening to?

This time of year is the perfect opportunity to ask ourselves again: What’s it all about? Is it about the few moments of pleasure or is it about being victorious against that pleasure? What is our job in this world? Are we doing the things that will bring Light to ourselves and others? Are we going for the bananas or have we resigned ourselves to that loud voice in our head that says, “It doesn’t matter anyway?”

Each one of us has a little Light that is going to burn out in 20, 30, 50, or however many years. In this holiday season, may we all develop a true desire that will result in blessings for each of us and the world.

White Lines (S)

Tribute to our recent rendezvous.

From the movie: "I Melt With You."

This place we live. This is a state. A stop on the way. True Nirvana only happens when you die. They were lucky. Death is something to attain.

His fucking brain in gone...Let It Be...Let It Be!

Will we ever remember this moment?
Will we ever have friends like this?
Will we ever fell this way, again?
This Life!
This Free!
This possible again!





Aaah, aaah, aaah, aaah)
Uhraah! 
Bass! 

Ooh White, White
Ooh White, White
Ooh White, White

(Ooh White Lines) Vision dreams of passion 
(Blowin’ through my mind) and all the while I think of you 
(High price) a very strange reaction 
(For us to unwind) the more I see, the more I do
(Something like a phenomenon) Baby!
(Tellin your body to come along, but white lines blow away) 
(Blow! Rock it! Blow!)

Ticket to ride, white line highway 
Tell all your friends, they can go my way 
Pay your toll, sell your soul 
Pound for pound costs more than gold
The longer you stay, the more you pay 
My white lines go a long way 
Either up your nose or through your vein 
With nothin to gain except killin’ your brain

(Freeze! Rock! Freeze! Rock! Freeze! Rock! Freeze! Rock!)
(Blow!)

(Ahhh) Higher, baby 
(Ahhh) Get higher, baby! 
(Ahhh) Get higher, baby! 
And don't ever come down! (Freebase!)

Rang dang diggedy dang di-dang 
Rang dang diggedy dang di-dang 
Rang dang diggedy dang di-dang 
Diggedy dang di-dang diggedy dang di-dang

(Pipeline) pure as the driven snow 
(Connected to my mind) and now I'm havin’ fun, baby! 
(High price) it's getting kinda low 
(Cause it makes you feel so nice) I need some one-on-one, baby!
(Don't let it blow your mind away) Baby!
(And go into your little hideaway ‘cause white lines blow away) 
(Blow! Rock it! Blow!)

A million magic crystals, painted pure and white 
A multi-million dollars almost overnight 
Twice as sweet as sugar, twice as bitter as salt 
And if you get hooked, baby, it's nobody else's fault, so don't do it!

(Freeze! Rock! Freeze! Rock! Freeze! Rock! Freeze! Rock!)
Raah! (Blow!)

(Ahhh) Higher, baby 
(Ahhh) Get higher, baby! 
(Ahhh) Get higher, baby! 
And don't ever come down! (Freebase!)

(Don’t you get too high) don’t you get too high baby!
(Turns you on) you really turn me on and on
('Cause you gotta come down) my temperature is risin’
(When the thrill is gone) no, I don’t want you to go

A street kid gets arrested, gonna do some time
He got out three years from now just to commit more crime
A businessman is caught with 24 kilos
He’s out on bail and out of jail
And that’s the way it goes
Raah!

(Kane! Sugar! Kane! Sugar! Kane!)

Athletes rejected, governerds corrected
Gangsters, thugs and smugglers are thoroughly respected
The money gets divided
The women get excited
Now I’m broke and it’s no joke
It’s hard as hell to fight it, don’t buy it!

(Freeze! Haha ha ha! Rock! Freeze! Rock! Freeze! Rock! Freeze! Rock!)
Raah! (Blow!)

(Ahhh) Get higher, baby 
(Ahhh) Get higher, girl!
(Ahhh) Get higher, baby! 
C’mon!
Raah!

(White Lines) Vision dreams of passion 
(Blowin’ through my mind) and all the while I think of you 
(High price) a very strange reaction 
(For us to unwind) the more I see, the more I do
(Something like a phenomenon) Baby!
(Tellin your body to come along, but white lines blow away) 

Little Jack Horner sitting on the corner
With no shoes and clothes
This aint funny, but he took his money
And sniffed it up his nose

(Hey man, you wanna cop some blow?)
(Sure, what you got, dust, flakes or rocks?)
(I got China White, Mother of Pearl, Ivory Flake, What you need?)
(Well yeah, well let me check it out man, just let me get a freeze)
(Go ahead man, stuff I got should kill ya!)
(Yeah man th-that’s that’s raw, wuh)

(Freeze! Haha ha ha! Rock! Freeze! Rock! Freeze! Rock! 
Freeze! Rock! Freeze! Rock! Freeze! Rock!)